.......Fuck

Okay. I'm about to tell you guys the events of last night.

>Get home
>Come on Funnyjunk because I felt like fapping
>Goto NSFW, find a post, and fap furiously to it
>During my session, I start to tug pretty hard on my, "Frenulmum", that tiny band of skin on the bottom of the head
>I get a little to exited and right near the end, tear it a bit
>The shock causes me to cum
>Blood and cum are now all over my dick
>OH FUCK
>Get all of my fapkins and try to wipe away the cum and to try to stop the bleeding
>I sneak into the bathroom (Hopefully nobody else was awake) and try to wash it off to help
>After a while I get it clean, but it is still bleeding
>I take some toilet paper, and some mouthwash and poor some on a bit of toilet paper.
>I hope to use the mouthwash to disinfect it
>Put it on and it stings like hell, but I keep it on
>I sit on the toilet for who knows how long, and hold some toilet paper to my bleeding dick
>I leave the bathroom because its cold as fucking Narnia in there
>Get in my room and still keep holding a piece of t.p to my dick
>It finally starts to stop, but if I peel back my foreskin, it starts to bleed because that is where it got torn
>I stuff a bit of t.p in my foreskin and decide to go to bed because just sitting here waiting isn't any different tan laying down and sleeping
>Well. My stomach says "Fuck you" and I get to have a night full of trips to the bathroom. Something gave me the runs
>So, after the night of hell, I finally get some sleep

Now I am unable to fap for, like a week, always worried I might have to go to the doctor and explain....this, and that my dick will ever be fap-capable ever again. This weekend really fucking sucks.