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#2509514 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
So... I am laying here in bed, with my laptop next to me.
I can't sleep. Right when I am about to fall into unconsciousness something wakes me up. I hate it.
User avatar #2509660 to #2509514 - craftyatom (01/05/2013) [-]
Here's what worked for me once, haven't tried it again since:
Come up with a storyline. A superhero, a love story, anything. Make it an amazingly detailed story, come up with some good scenes. Make it so detailed that you can imagine yourself as the main character.
Now, imagine yourself as the main character.
Then, after going through a few scenes, make a scene where he/she falls asleep. Keep playing it. It works best if there's someone sleeping next to the character in my experience.

Masturbation works too.
User avatar #2509702 to #2509660 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
lol, I liked the little bit at the end
User avatar #2509722 to #2509702 - craftyatom (01/05/2013) [-]
Just saying, there's one thing that helps me get to sleep every night...
User avatar #2509796 to #2509722 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
I would if I could man
User avatar #2510052 to #2509796 - craftyatom (01/05/2013) [-]
You can't?
My condolences.
User avatar #2510129 to #2510052 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Lol, It's a bit of a mental thing.
User avatar #2510224 to #2510129 - craftyatom (01/05/2013) [-]
Eh, no worries. I'm not one to go around judging.
Still, you should try the story thing! I'm still not quite sure if it works for other people, but I haven't gotten any negative feedback!
User avatar #2510321 to #2510224 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Then I will be sure to try it lol
User avatar #2510413 to #2510321 - craftyatom (01/05/2013) [-]
Cool. Hope you sleep well!
User avatar #2509576 to #2509514 - buthow (01/05/2013) [-]
Yep, been through this many times. If you have any milk you should drink it, unless you can't drink milk.
User avatar #2509615 to #2509576 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
I can, in fact I love milk. But I dunno, the past two weeks or so my stomach has been all sorts of crazy .-.
Though I'm gonna get some anyways to try it
User avatar #2509675 to #2509615 - buthow (01/05/2013) [-]
Yeah, helps a little, I could not sleep for the past few days.
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User avatar #2510705 to #2510597 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Lol, yeah. I can promise to try it
I don't know if it will go anywhere, but at least I'm trying ^_^;;
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User avatar #2509710 to #2509648 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Nah, I'll just feel disgusted if I do.
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User avatar #2509783 to #2509728 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Well, it's because it releases a lot of uh, Um. I don't remember the name, but it releases the chemicals that make you tired.
But its during actual sex that the guy usually gets tired because he is usually having to do a lot of physical effort, plus the chemicals released during climax.

I wont ever have to worry about either because I feel disgusting after fapping, and me and a sex-life don't go together.

I think I'm just going to lurk or talk to you & everyone else until I can fall asleep
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User avatar #2509848 to #2509817 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
I'm, sorry :\
What did I say?
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User avatar #2509974 to #2509895 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Hm, I can see what you are saying. When I originally typed that out it didn't really come across as sad, but now that I think about it, it is.
But there really isn't a single person that would have reason to want to have sex with me. Not now, and most likely not ever. Hell, even if the opportunity happens upon me, I will likely either panic, and decline. Or I will simply just decline. I don't think that I could ever get close enough to someone to enjoy something like that.
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User avatar #2510105 to #2510007 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Yeah, this is the exact right time to say that. And I understand completely.
But I am a bit hopeless when it comes to my own happiness. I know what I can, and probably should do. But I am afraid of either making things harder for me, or worse, feeling genuinely happy. I don't remember what it feels like and anytime something good happens to me I feel uncomfortable.
Half of me wants only to feel worse because it is what I am used to. It's what I normally expect.But the other half is tired of it, and wants to feel love and happiness.
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User avatar #2510188 to #2510128 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Sort of?
Like, I am pretty sure they all consider me to be a really close friend, seeing as I've know them for 6-7 years. And if I told them that I don't feel close to any of them whatsoever they would probably hit me. Like, all of them.
I've been one that they all can go to for help, because I've been through hell myself. I know what to do, say, and how to help them. But I don't even know what to do with myself.
I just feel like someone who is observing a bunch of kids live their lives, while waiting for his own to at least start.
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User avatar #2510314 to #2510221 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Yes actually I have. I'm not too sure I would do it again though.
See the first one that I asked simply gave me a whole "blah blah my life is worse, and there are kids in africa who are starving" story. When in fact, his life is almost perfect by anyones standards.
The second one simply told me that he didn't know how to help me since his life isn't too bad either.
The third said she would help me later, but then forgot because she can't even fix her own problems.
And the fourth and last one said that I should get a therapist. She recommended me to her doctor & therapist. And then tried to tell me that often she went to religion for help.
She helped me the most because of the sincerity and kindness that she showed me.
But still, nothing was fixed really
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User avatar #2510448 to #2510343 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
What exactly do you mean by like?
If you are talking romantically then yes. But she is in a bit of a spot right now. She feels like she is a burden to everyone else, and that she isn't loved, because she was adopted. She is literally craving affection from someone, anyone, in her life.
But that person currently cannot be me. She is trying to get together with some beefcake who is a few years older than her, who is a bit of a drama queen when it comes to relationships, though he probably won't treat her bad.
If I all of a sudden just barge into her life while she is trying to date someone else... I don't think that it would be the best light to shine in.
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User avatar #2510551 to #2510483 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
I'm not to sure I could go through with that.
This goes back to the half of me wanting to die in a hole thing.
I would like to think that I'm ready and capable of being in a relationship, but I just don't know. Honestly I'm just afraid and a bit of a coward.

I can try, but I don't know if I can make anything happen
User avatar #2509541 to #2509514 - newposterintown (01/05/2013) [-]
Masturbation makes me more relaxed and able to sleep when I have trouble doing such.

Uh...yeah.
User avatar #2509534 to #2509514 - Jelloisyumm (01/05/2013) [-]
Lying in bed doesn't make you tired.

Doing shit makes you tired.

Go do shit, get tired, then sleep.
User avatar #2509573 to #2509534 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
There literally isn't anything to do.
No chores, I don't like TV, nothing on youtube, no games that I have are fun without friends online. Nothing :\
I could walk around my house or something, but my left foot if all whack so it will hurt if I do that.
User avatar #2509589 to #2509573 - Jelloisyumm (01/05/2013) [-]
Push ups.
#2509680 to #2509589 - inkybrony (01/05/2013) [-]
Bluh.. exercise :p


Fine... I'll do some damn pushups.
User avatar #2509697 to #2509680 - Jelloisyumm (01/05/2013) [-]
I hear they're even good for you!

Who would have thunk, right?
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