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Feels? Maybe.

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Submitted: 06/14/2012
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#5 - N. Korean citizen (06/14/2012) [+] (1 reply)
If he picked up a girlfriend inline his standards are probably low, and you will be just fine. If you get a vibe that tells you differently, just suck his dick.
User avatar #4 - nmskate (06/14/2012) [+] (1 reply)
Dont doubt yourself im sure he'll be thrilled to be with you.
And i know some of these feels just in different situations, I'm 15 now but getting to this age my 3 older brothers were monsters to me, they would beat the shit outta me and my parents would'nt do anything but i would always go to my grandma's and stay with her all day and have fun we used to make malts together. she died when i was 9 of limphoma she was the only person i could really talk to and i watched her waste away over six months. i was in denial about her passing and told myself she would get better but she didnt and i had never lost anyone before. I felt so alone and thought about suicide a lot. im not religious but i always think shes still with me so that kept me going plus my family sees suicide as cowardice and not a cry for help. my brothers are always gone now and even when they're here they dont come near me because they think im a psycho and so do a lot of other people so im pretty alone even when im with my few friends. none of them truly know how alone and depressed i feel because im always wearing a mask and i just dont know what to do with my life, I have no plans for the future and im so uncertain about a career because i have a type of temporary paralysis that has to do with potassium in my cells not regulating properly so it causes my muscles to go into hypertension so i still feel everything but i cant move its like every muscle in your body flexes as hard as it can and i lose all my strength though. its caused by eating to much carbs, sodium, sugar, etc.. so i dont know how well my ability to live alone or hold a job will be. but I'll continue to live on and see where this life takes me.
User avatar #8 to #4 - drumtastic (06/14/2012) [-]
I wish I could just not doubt myself, but I can only try.

You'll find someone who you can talk to, you never know where one may turn up. I probably sound really stupid, but your grandmother must have loved you a lot. You were lucky to share the time you could. And never let the little blocks get in your way. You, my friend, you're going to get something out of life that's going to make the pain just melt. I hope you find that best friend, or lover or anyone. I'm sure you deserve it. What always worked for me was smiling sometimes. To get me through a tough situation. Even the smallest of smiles are worth it.

I hope I don't sound really stupid, and I hope you have a wonderful day.
User avatar #6 - yudodat (06/14/2012) [-]
He won't like the shade of green your eyes are????? WTF?
User avatar #14 - drumtastic (06/25/2012) [-]
Everything went perfect. I'm so happy, I can't even put it into the proper words. I love him, and he loves me.
#13 - N. Korean citizen (06/15/2012) [-]
Don't worry your going to have a great time up there your young shit happens but it always get better :D
#2 - N. Korean citizen (06/14/2012) [-]
yeh it gets a bit like this sometimes
on the empty part or feeling shitty for no reason id actually talk to someone professional about that, i was similar to that and i ended up being pretty fucked up. in other words get that shit sorted
on the boyfriend part it either works or it doesnt. no offense intended but it sounds like youve had minimal real life interaction with this guy and of course that coupled with such a long term "digital" face time is bound to make you a little insecure. also you sound at the age when youre more looking for anyone than someone. which isnt a bad thing. at that age we all do that. in short, if it doesnt work, dont dwell, just move along. if someone doesnt appreciate who you are for any reason its not meant to be. and theres always going to be someone who will
with love from anon
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