The World is your Oyster.
I don't understand why people kill themselves.
If you want to die, you obviously don't care. You don't care about anyone because if someone loved you, you don't give a shit about them or hurting them; and if no-one loves you, there's no-one to give a fuck about. so instead of killing yourself, why not get the fuck out? Leave your room, leave your house, leave the motherfucking country, go on an adventure, be the next James Bond, fuck up a shark with a harpoon. Danger? Fuck that, you were up against a 100% death rate before, you're being safe now.
Fuck everything. The world is your oyster.
Sometimes I wish I was suicidal, I'd pull the barrel out of my mouth, point it in the air, start a revolution. LIVE. Move to Barcelona, hit the bars, bang some chicks. STDs? Who the fuck cares?
And when I'm done, maybe I won't want to kill myself, because I'd have seen how beautiful the world is.
tl;dr op is a faggot