Do you truly play the ocarina? Also, cheer the hell up! You're statistics should not be that low. You are clearly awesome and you should feel as such.

Well, my wealth is low because I have a part-time job, I'm a full-time student and I live by myself... In New York. My sex life is gonna drop down to 0 when my gf leaves me next month. My looks? It's hit or miss most of the time. Frankly, only like 5 people on this earth like the way I look (my mom isn't one of them). Confidence is low due to my low self esteem and depression, although, if you talk to me in person, I am easily the most charismatic person you will ever meet, guaranteed. Social is low because I tried making friends, but no one wants to be my friend (irl), and again, I live in new york. 95% of these people are just... Trash. Health is okay. I'm not dying from anything, lol. Mentally, I'm a mess though. Happiness is low because of a THOUSAND fucking problems. The only time I'm happy is when I'm with my gf. And that won't be for long.

Well, I did say 95%. So not everyone. :P I guess, it may be I'm kinda picky... Because I'd rather make a worthwhile friendship for a long time, than just someone I know, frankly. I've been used and have been befriended with ulterior motives many times, so I don't try very hard anymore to find friends. So it's a catch 22. I want friends, but chances are, we're not going to be good friends at all.

How does my gf feel regarding our split up? Well, I guarantee she's not the least bit happy, hehe. I mean, she's a lot younger than me, just starting college, and I'm towards the end of college. 5 years difference numerically is not big, but experience wise, it's a fuck ton. Another issue is that she wants to leave her old life behind (which hasn't been treating her very well, frankly) when she goes away to college. She's liberal and wants to try new things and have new experiences, and I'd never stand in the way of that, it's something she wants to do, so I support her... I know that if we were still together, I'd be in the back of her mind, maybe making her feel guilty or awkward for whatever she would be doing at that time. As well, I feel like I'd be a burden to her, being so far away and all, while she has all these new friends and guys and junk right there for her, why would she need to bother with me? As well, I know what I want in my life. My 1 and only dream I am 100% concrete about in my life is to be a husband and father. That's it. Her? She's 17, lots of time ahead of her, she doesn't know how college will change her, or what she'll be like years from now... Though she does want the same thing as I... but at least 10 years from now. So essentially, it's whether or not she wants to be with me at that time.

Lastly, she thinks it's the right thing to do, logically. And I won't question that. I told her that if she wants to do something, go do it, so long as she's happy and careful about what she does.

I don't care what happens to me so long as she's happy.

Curious... Why have you taken such an interest in me as to go through my posts and such, if you don't mind my asking?

Yeah, I know. It's a pain in the ass to know I give her a burden like that. I don't do it intentionally, I really don't. Frankly, I was about to kill myself right before I met her. haha. I was researching for a month straight for a way to die, then bam, there she is on the internet. I ask if she wants to hang out, she says yes. She's crazy. :P So it really sucks where I'm just about to end it... and then I get a taste of pure happiness and then it's taken away from me only a few months later.

And there's one thing I'm going to give her tomorrow, (I was going to wait up until she left, but I with all the problems her mom gives us, I might as well do it tomorrow) I can't describe it on here, because she stalks my fj. :P But basically I'm giving her my life. And even if I want to kill myself, I won't be able to as it won't be my life to take anymore. In the end, my life won't be worth living. But I'll live it.

Woah man you're like me in the future man

I would have been that way already if my parents didn't Jew trick me into cutting my hair... Forcing me to start over. Fuckers.

I have no idea how we came up with it, but every time me and my friends play call of duty zombies we call the zombies Alleyway Jews. It's hilarious.
Also, here's me. And nice beard, I'm liking it.

There it is.

that's glorious.

Gratzie

oh and I see you like video and board games.
GET THE FUCK IN HERE
http://www.boardgame-online.com/g/game.php?g=bbp0&k=AwV

Interesting... That kinda looks like fun at first glance...

fuckin epic

See? I've yet to meet a person who's in the middle about facial hair. It's either:

"My lord, that is the most glorious thing to ever cover a person's face."

or

"What the fuck, this faggot grows scraggly pubes and dyes it red for fucks sake. Go shave."

it's not the best facial hair, but it's still fuckin cool

Yeah, I'm a freak. My mustache is blonde, my facial hair is red (like red-head) and my hair is brown. Lol. I know it's not as thick, which is a damn shame... And also, the red dye is light, so it makes it look even thinner.

But hey, I'm 22. Got lots of time to grow more!

Nothing worse than a jew trick.

I miss my sweet ass hair of mine.

damn, how did your parents jew trick you into cutting it?

It was down to my buttcrack (it was almost twice as long as it was in that pic). And on that day in particular, I didn't wash my hair in the morning, I was mad tired. So, my parents are all, "Hey, let's go for a trim." I agreed, I mean, trim it a bit and make it grow even longer. But then when we got there, she was all, "Ugh, your hair is so dirty and thin and nasty." And on that day in particular I wasn't really all that happy... So I just groaned at her and facepalmed. As I did that... *snip, snip*

Aaah that sucks, I don't have good experiences with the hairdressers either so I haven't been for over a year.

Yeah in the past 7 years, I've only been at the barber's once. The first 6 years (since sophomore year highschool), I had my hair growing out. Then they cut it. And I haven't been to one in a year... Hopefully never again.

That was like a personal 9/11.

Hahaha dude story time;

Okay so for ages I wanted to get my hair bright red, it's just something that I wanted to try, my mum okays it so I go to this hairdressers thats not very good but it had a cheap enough price for bleaching, dying and styling (50 pounds) so I go in and I'm like I want my hair red blah blah blah, they say yeah thats no problem. So my designated hairdresser named Eva starts bleaching it and when she is done she says she will be back soon and it can be left in for a while so thats grand, I'm sitting there, 5 minutes go past it starts to slightly burn, I thought that was normal so I didn't pay much attention. 10 minutes, the shit starts to really burn. 15 minutes I'm crying hardly anybody is around so finally I have to scream for help ''SOMEBODY HELP ME PLEASE'' this other costumer starts shouting at them to help me, then run over and this gay fella says ''OH MY GOD THERES WHITE SMOKE COMING FROM YOUR HAIR'' puts cold water on my hair, feels better but still hurts. But of course, I'm too nice and say to them ''no its fine honestly'' 6 different hairdressers working on my hair, I can hear them muttering about how its so fucked up, oh yeah btw I was going to turkey 3 days after. So I get up, THEY STILL GET ME TO PAY, they give me 3 free treatments for my hair. Tell my mum, shes like hell no, next day we go down there and they are all my mums bitch, I get a full refund and 6 months free hairdressing, didn't really use it much though, that place is terrible.

Also in that pic, my scalp is oozing, it took a long time for it to be somewhat normal again.
inb4 cool story bro.

That's just straight up 12 different types of fucked up. I never did and never will do anything to my hair. It's the only thing I brag about frankly. Its quality is impeccable. Flowing locks, starting off straight at the top, wavey in the middle, and curly towards the ends. If you put your hand through my hair, I pray you wear diapers. :I

If god existed and he had hair, it would be my hair on his head.