Dad comes home, ash cross on his forehead. Looks like a fucking idiot. Reminded why I am terribly glad I stopped going to church.

You said it yourself, "to look like a GOOF"...
Why does the church wanna make you look like a goof?

I don't think it looks bad, I was putting myself in his spot. It's to remind us that we are sinners and we need to repnt.

I am not a sinner. I make my own rules and I abide by my countries rules. I have a clean slate. Tabula rasa.

I partake in whatever I desire, and I do it freely. The only people that judge me negatively, are religious folk.
I will be watching a R rated movie in the next 20 minutes. It features, sex, drugs and violence. And I will do it with a clean head. No inner voice telling me it is wrong. No regrets.

eh, i don't care. do whatever the hell you want.

Also, which movie.

I lied, Spartacus Blood and Sand. Then maybe some Game of Thrones.