>be me last night
>have girlfriend for about 10 days but Ive known her since i was 5 and we were best friends.
>she texts me every night we talk for hours
>night before last she sends me a text about how much i mean to her and how she loves me so much
>last night get "the text"
>she says we need to talk
>says shes a lesbian and she isn't sure about how she feels about me since we were friends for so long
>says we need to break up and maybe get back some other time.
>heard this kind of **** before
>i know what it means, i have no more chance
>really upset consider doing something stupid, self harm or what ever, maybe drugs idk anymore.
>then it hits me "if i don't care about myself so much and if I'm gona waste this why don't i do something to help other people since i have nothing to lose"
>decide I'm gona be a super hero
>not superman or anything but i want to help people in anyway possible
>decide I'm going to join the coast guard in a few years
>also decide I'm going to go work out every time i think about her or get down.
>(been working out for awhile now anyways)
does this sound like a logical way to go about this situation? or am i just being stupid?