I still feel loved (read Description)
Hey guys I don't really give a **** if you thumb up, but I feel like doing something every now and then to remember her.
My Mother was truly an angel, when I was young she would drive around people who couldn't afford cars and did her best to provide things they needed. In 1999 she went to the doctors complaining about headaches, she had been diagnosed with a brain tumor. Now I was five at the time, but from what I have learned over the years she went away fighting. Around the 70th day into hospitals and doctors, my father had spent over $1,000,000 to provide the best doctors for her and they rushed her into the operating room to remove a small portion of the tumor. The was a mistake and her brain started to swell, my mother went into a coma and never awoke from it. On the 80th day she passed away surrounded by her family. She died at age 36, leaving behind an eight year old daughter, a five year old son (me), and a 6- month year old daughter. In his infinite grief my father seemed to be at a loss of words to explain to his three children on what had happened to their mother. So my father found a book that used dragon flies to explain the afterlife to us. Over the last 14 years I have come to except that dragonflies are her way of keeping tabs on us. As I was raised by a cold business man father I could console myself by remebering she still watched me. I felt the need to post this today, because I was going through photos and I found this one, which my older sister took when we moved from Sarasota to Ponte Vedra. This dragon fly landed on the antenna of our car and stayed for several hours as we finished packing. Every time I see this photo I cry like she had been taken away that day.
Anyways thanks for reading sorry if it made you feel.
I love and miss you mom
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