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I've got so many ideas and creativities it's enough to kill me,
realizing them however seems impossible
So I feel like I'm always the latter while always feeling like the former.
Gou-Dere Bishoujo Nagihara Sora
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Bullocks. If you can imagine a piece with all its future glory and detail, or whatever really, you can realize it. This is the first part of art; picturing it in your mind. The second is technical skill, like knowing how to use paint or pencils and such, all of which is fairly easy to learn on the basic level. I dont know what medium you want to use, but watch some dahm videos, learn it, and let your creativity flow. Having all the inspiration plugged up is terrible. That happens when i have too much inspiration and not enough time to let it out.
Oh, and blargtastic's advice is great. I do it do a further extend, since it only requires some refined sketches to say that the idea is now on paper, not in mind
little tip that helped me: If you have a ton of ideas, but don't have the motivation/creativity/inspiration to realize them, then just grab you sketchbook and do a quick doodle of the idea to get a basic structure down and to same a reminder of the idea for when you're in the mood.
I've been meaning too actually, but that's a a good idea. Plenty of my ideas are far too grand, but even the simpler ones I just don't have the talent or skill to accomplish. It'll take years for even that much, and there is no promise. Whether it's writing, art, or anything similar. But I do need to start something.
One of my grander ideas, which I probably have no hope of completing and mostly thought it up for fun, is creating the worlds first real Grimoire. I'll spare you the details but it will unlike any book ever crafted before. In fact, I'm sure plenty of people will shun it's existence if it ever came to being, but I'm sure it might also be revered.
I'm very excited! If you ever do decide on doing anything of the sort, then please keep me posted on your progress. In the case of creating anything physical, the same idea applies. Don't go full on into the crafting process if your lack the motivation or the inspiration. Just do some quick sketches to cement the idea further, or to save it for a later date. It will help you remember key details that you may not want to forget, and it will also help you find easier way to do things and it will also help you with finding easier way to do things with just a rough blueprint.
Well thanks for the push.
Actually its not that I don't have the motivation, I just lack the ability and power. I'm not very skilled at all, I wasn't born particularly- actually I think I was born slightly worst at everything. I was a born a minus. But there is more value in being born a minus than normal, I might not be abnormal but at least I have something special about me. And just like being exceptional grants people a huge advantage, at least being a minus can be used as a weapon. (sorry I'm totally monolouging based off of a popular manga and anime) (Basically, abnormal people are talented, prestigious, prodigies etc, normal people are normal, and minuses, well there haven't been many examples but the minus in this pictures power is to undue anything in the world, and so far absolutely no one can defeat him, I like the idea of the negative power play)
Anyways, I'll try to keep a book, I dunno, at this moment I haven't really decided whether or not I have the will to live or not. These ideas of mine are beyond my ability and talent. Writing a novel, painting a beautiful piece of art, building those inventions I have ideas for but absolutely no knowledge, those games I wanted to make... I can't do any of them. The farthest I've ever gotten is writing, but I've failed every single attempt so far. My last attempt was a fantasy novel about a man who has a terminal illness. He attempts to kill himself just as a heavenly event rips apart the fabric of the universe. Long story short, the event in space rips apart the fabric of the universe, exposing the essence of reality-energy which is the basis of all things. It amplifies everything it touches. And the MC wakes up on an amplified Earth. Giant wolves, people with powers, transformed physics, and time. A beautiful, mysterious, and alien world. Its about his journey through this new world. it was based off a game idea I had, which is beyond me, and I fell in love with it. But right now I'm failing, as you can-
imagine, that kind of story is kind of... unique... I'm trying to break out of the old cliches of the Fantasy genre and bring back wonder and that magical feeling. I suppose it's also kind of a sci fi, given the premise.
Anyways, like I said, I'm just not talented or skilled enough. I'll share my grimoire idea with you though, I wanted to construct a book made out of perfectly preserved human, flesh, bone and what not. So it wouldn't rote, the pages would be made of human skin, and the ink would be written in a bone pen and chemically treated blood, also designed for preservation.
The Book of Pain
Inside people from all over the world would pore their pain into the book. Loss, tragedy, unfairness, oppression, physical pain, emotional, mental, I want to record and organize everything. It would be a testament to human suffering, and a tribute to all those crying voices we all don't here everyday. I have a lot of empathy, and I think about the big picture, so right now I'm aware of all the suffering in the world, even when others aren't.
I'm sure this sounds crazy-I'm sure most people would think such a book would be... well, revolting of sorts, but I don't think so. This is my idea for a legendary book, something stand the test of time and at least make way into legend. Well, that's probably beyond me, and extremely unrealistic, however, if such a book were made it would at least have to have
sort of recognition.
I'm the kind of guy that wants to save/change the world and make history. On many different levels, there are a million things I want to do and experience, however, I'm just a human, hell I don't even have the luck to be average.
Who knows, its nice to get the ideas out, but sometimes I wonder if even thats worth it. What I want is to be able to accomplish these things. Even the smallest of things. Right now I want to write that novel, any novel, just a novel, and I want it to be good enough and do well. But... who knows... I'm minus.
And it doesn't help that my life is **** and my health horrible.
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