As fucking sappy and stupid as this is, today I just... Today my dog died in my arms. I was hurrying to rush her in the vet this morning and then she just stopped breathing. I was called back from the local vet we had taken her to and what had happened was she basically had a bloodclot in her lungs. I just... I can't deal man. This new year has already fucking bashed me over the head with things and now the dog I've had since she was a pup is gone. My heart just hurts and every time I look where she used to lay down... I tear up. Like any good owner should.