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Shortly after posting this (I believe a day later), a girl contacted me on
Youtube, as she did not have a Funnyjunk account, to thank me for
posting this. I' m always looking to add people on Skype, so I added her
a few days later.
She' s from very far away, so talking wasn' t easy. She wakes up at my
1 AM and goes to sleep at my 3 PM. We decided that when we couldn' t
talk, we would just send a wall of text to each other. We only did that
once, but it revealed many things ofa personal nature.
She explained her life, and all the things that she had went through s
well. Her story beared something very similar to mine. It' s still a bit hard
to explain, but it was as if we had come from the same background,
and walked the same path, to get to a different destination. We were
perfect opposites, though we were so similar.
See? Can' t seem to really put it together.
We started talking more and more. We told tales of our lives, some
interesting, some gruesome and disturbing, some extremely private
and devastating.
We began discussing our philosophies, which ended up stemming into
the American System vs. the Withholds system.
Those conversations have given me such a wonderful sense of pride in
America. I actually say the pledge with emotion. It' s another thing not
exactly easy to explain, but the systems of our 2 countries are, again,
perfect opposites, yet they' re so similar. l almost felt symbolic, like our
way of life was an allegory for our relationship.
She made getting over the whole situation so much easier. I began to
have a newfound sense of confidence and happiness. I didn' t get so
depressed at night, and I was sleeping better.
She made me realize a lot of things about what I was doing, and gave
me the strength and confidence to do exactly what I needed to do this
entire time.
End all this ******** with Withholds.
She never replied to my message. So I did the one thing I had
resented doing for so long, sent her a message instead.
This was the message:
1/ 20/ 2013 9: 55: 31 PM] Charles Adkins: Thank you for not replying.
Thank you so much. I' a newfound strength the likes of which I'
never felt before. I' never felt more alive. These experiences have
driven me to the edge, and now, everything feels so much easier. I'
moved on. None of this has any sway over me anymore.:, you
have shaped me. Indirectly, you have been the most important part of
my life for 3 years. And because you never satisfied my wishes, you
finally put me through the hell I' d been setting myself up for for my
entire life. I' made it through my own personal hell. Thanks to you. I
no longer obsess over knowing how you are, who you are, what you
are, where you are, or why you are. It' s finally over. You never gave me
what I wanted. Now, I don' t need it anymore. I' reached the highest
I' ever felt in my entire life. I don' t have to grasp onto you to have
hope in my life. I can create my own. I HAVE my own. No more tears.
No more depression. No more obsession. It' s over. I' m over it all. You' re
a real treasure, you know that?
One day, Iwill repay you. Iwill. I promise.
I really had moved on. I didn' t care about any of this any more,
because this new girl I had in my life had finally given me the thing I' d
always wanted, to know real love.
then I got a reply.
1/ 21/ 20131: 11: 40 AM]: Please stop being nice to me.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 12: 00 AM] Charles Adkins: Do you not want me to repay
you?
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 12: 37 AM] Charles Adkins: Listens this is it. I' m not
going to be Mr. praises the mud you walk on anymore.
1/ 21/ 20131: 12: 47 AM] : I don' t want or deserve anything.
1/ 21/ 20131: 12: 58 AM] : You did all of this by yourself.
1/ 21/ 20131: 13: 02 AM] : I had nothin to do with it.
1/ 21/ 20131: 13: 16 AM] Charles ', had you not been
there, I never would' realized any of it.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 13: 42 AM] Charles Adkins: Maybe. MAYBE someone would
eventually have put it into focus, but that' s just IF.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 13: 53 AM] Charles Adkins: When I say indirectly, that' s
what I mean.
1/ 21/ 20131: 14: 04 AM] Charles Adkins: Sure, yeah, I did do it by myself.
But I couldn' t have done it without you.
1/ 21/ 20131: 14: 17 AM] Charles Adkins: Ifl had never met you, none of
this would' happened.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 14: 39 AM] Charles Adkins: You' re not responsible. But to
me you are.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 14: 56 AM] Charles Adkins: I don' t know how many years it
would' taken for me to realize all of this.
1/ 21/ 20131: 14: 59 AM] Charles Adkins: I don' t know Ifl overworld
have.
1/ 21/ 20131: 15: 16 AM] 3 Then I' m sorry for indirectly causing
you so much trouble.
1/ 21/ 20131: 15: 22 AM] Charles Adkins: Trouble?!
1/ 21/ 20131: 15: 35 AM] Charles Adkins: you did everything
right!
1/ 21/ 20131: 15: 44 AM] Charles Adkins: I put myself in all of these
positions!
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 15: 51 AM] Charles Adkins: You said yourself, I did all of
this myself.
1/ 21/ 20131: 16: 02 AM] Charles Adkins: I put it all.
1/ 21/ 20131: 16: 05 AM] Charles Adkins: My personal hell.
1/ 21/ 20131: 16: 12 AM] Charles Adkins: The hell I knew I' d have to face.
1/ 21/ 20131: 16: 17 AM] Charles Atkin . I realized this early.
1/ 21/ 20131: 16: 28 AM] Charles Adkins: And equally
1/ 21/ 20131: 16: 33 AM] Charles Adkins: I brought myself out of it.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 16: 44 AM] Charles Adkins: And I' m left now, feeling better
than ever.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 16: 58 AM] Charles Adkins: Honestly, Ijust want to forget
this all happened.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 17: 02 AM] Charles Adkins: It' s over.
1/ 21/ 20131: 17: 09 AM] Charles Adkins: It' s all just done.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 17: 23 AM] Charles Adkins: I' been so stuck in my own
mind for years.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 17: 59 AM] Charles Adkins: Growing up wasn' t easy. And it
was my fault that it wasn' t.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 18: 04 AM] Charles Adkins: I was an attention whore.
1/ 21/ 20131: 18: 09 AM] Charles Atkin . All through Elementary School.
1/ 21/ 20131: 18: 18 AM] Charles Adkins: I thought most
important ******* person in the world.
1/ 21/ 20131: 18: 26 AM] Charles Adkins: I had no sense of
sentimentality.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 18: 34 AM] Charles Adkins: I didn' t want intimacy.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 18: 37 AM] Charles Adkins: I wanted power and control.
1/ 21/ 20131: 18: 43 AM] Charles Atkin . I didn' t want to control you.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 18: 54 AM] Charles Adkins: But that' s pretty much what I
tried to do.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 19: 04 AM] Charles Adkins: I wanted to break free.
1/ 21/ 20131: 19: 20 AM] Charles Adkins: you didn' t cause me
any trouble. E
1/ 21/ 20131: 19: 26 AM] Charles Adkins: You changed me into the
person I always wanted to be.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 19: 46 AM] Charles Adkins: YOU showed me the beauty in
people.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 19: 51 AM] Charles Adkins: Indirectly, but you did.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 20: 04 AM] Charles Adkins: YOU showed me that I was
horrible in my eyes.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 20: 07 AM] Charles Adkins: Indirectly, but you did.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 20: 24 AM] Charles Adkins: If you had never been there, I
don' t know how much longer it would' gone for.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 21: 02 AM] Charles Adkins: I feel obligated to repay you for
it. But if you don' t want me to, that' s fine.
1/ 21/ 20131: 21: 09 AM] Charles Adkins: But don' t you dare think you
caused me any trouble.
1/ 21/ 20131: 21: 14 AM] Charles Adkins: I' m so proud of myself.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 21: 31 AM] Charles Atkin :And I can deal with it.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 21: 41 AM] Charles Adkins: I' m not going to go around
flaunting it like in Elementary School.
1/ 21/ 20131: 21: 50 AM] Charles Adkins: I' m going to use it to pick my
******* life up.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 21: 57 AM] : Congratulations.
1/ 21/ 20131: 22: 19 AM] ares Adkins: You don' t have to think you did
anything for me, but the truth is, you did.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 22: 46 AM] Charles Adkins: I needed someone to make me
blame myself for the trouble I caused.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 23: 04 AM] Charles Adkins: And I' emerged from it, feeling
wonderful.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 23: 14 AM] Charles Adkins: So let' s forget about it.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 23: 20 AM] Charles Adkins: l never happened.
1/ 21/ 20131: 23: 36 AM] Charles Adkins: All this ******** I did, it doesn' t
even matter anymore.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 23: 38 AM] Charles Adkins: It' s the past.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 23: 45 AM] Charles Adkins: And I can finally say that I'
put it all behind me.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 23: 55 AM] Charles Adkins: I' fallen in love with another.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 24: 20 AM] Charles Adkins: It' s a love I probably can' t have,
but that' s not what makes it great.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 24: 27 AM] Charles Adkins: What makes it great is I' loved
another.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 24: 35 AM] Charles Adkins: I always thought you were a
special case.
1/ 21/ 20131: 24: 40 AM] Charles Adkins: My only hope.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 25: 01 AM] Charles Adkins: And besides, that was never my
goal anyway.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 25: 30 AM] Charles Adkins: Ijust wanted to be a good friend
to you, because you showed me how terrible I was being to people.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 26: 04 AM] Charles Adkins: That fakeness love letter was
just my starved, socially deprived me going ******* insane after a
terrible family vacation.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 26: 23 AM] Charles Adkins: I love you , but I have
always been able to accept that a relationship between us would never
work out.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 26: 49 AM] Charles Adkins: It' s just so done.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 26: 53 AM] Charles Adkins: I' m ready to start over.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 26: 59 AM] Charles Adkins: If you' d have that.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 28: 17 AM] Charles Adkins: I' moved on already.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 28: 52 AM] 3 Then you' re all set.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 29: 01 AM] Charles Adkins: Then that' s it.
1/ 21/ 20131: 29: 05 AM] Charles Adkins: This is all behind us.
1/ 21/ 20131: 29: 14 AM] Charles Adkins: I think it best we give it some
time.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 29: 31 AM] Charles Adkins: Maybe I' ll come visit when I' m
out of high school?
1/ 21/ 20131: 30: 18 AM] : Where do you want to go to school?
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 30: 32 AM] Charles Adkins: I want to be a video game
developer.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 30: 40 AM] Charles Adkins: I still don' t know.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 30: 45 AM] Charles Adkins: I was thinking of going to
Fairmont.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 30: 51 AM] : I am probably going there.
1/ 21/ 20131: 31: 07 AM] : I am 90% sure I will, but only for a little
while.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 31: 21 AM] Charles Adkins: What are you wanting to do?
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 32: 08 AM] : I wanted to become a psychiatrist.
1/ 21/ 20131: 32: 19 AM] : But someone like me can' t do that, no
matter how hard I try.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 32: 31 AM] Charles Adkins: I think anyone can do anything.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 32: 50 AM] Charles Adkins: I don' t know what makes you
think you can' t, but I bet it' s resolvable.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 32: 52 AM] Charles Adkins: l may take time.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 33: 22 AM] Charles Adkins: But I don' t think anyone has
ever been better than you or me in their entire life.
Subsequently,
We are better than no one that has ever lived.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 33: 34 AM] Charles Adkins: We were all born the same, we
just experienced life differently.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 33: 49 AM] Charles Adkins: Maybe I' m just showing an
optimistic side, but I think you could do it.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 33: 58 AM] Charles Adkins: However, if it' s not what you
wanna do, it' s not what you wanna do.
1/ 21/ 20131: 34: 07 AM] Charles Adkins: I' m sure you' ll figure it out at
some point.
1/ 21/ 2013 1: 35: 15 AM] Charles Adkins: I' ll probably go to Fairmont, too.
21/ 2013 1: 35: 25 AMI Charles Adkins: I' ll see ya when I see ya.
Have a good one.
1/ 21/ 20131: 37: 06 AM] Thank you.
So there you have it. It' s all over, people. My inner strife, my relations
with her, everything.
I' never been happier. For the past week I' been on an emotional
high like I' never felt before. But what' s greatest about this whole
thing is not any of that.
I have found love. I am madly in love with this girl I met, and she loves
me, as well. We are not dating, for many reasons, but it is mutually
agreed that if the circumstances were in our favor, we' d probably be
******* married already.
She' s given me hope for the future, pride in America, the greatest love
I' ever known, and so much more. She is the most wonderful thing to
ever happen to my life, and I am also a big part of hers. Even though
we live on opposite sides of the Earth, we are still in love. I feel stronger
every day. She has given me an optimism like nothing I' ever felt
before. I made it, people. I broke the mental barriers. Iwouldn' t call this
real psychich , but it sure god damn feels like it. My life
could not be better right now. l reminds me of a quote from The Day
the Earth Stood Still...
Well that' s where we are. You say we' re on the brink of destruction
and you' re right. But it' s only on the brink that people find the will to
change. Only at the precipice do we evolve. This is our moment. Don' t
take it from us, we are close to an answer."
Thank you Katawa Shoujo Board, thank you Funnyjunk, thank you
whatever force stopped me from taking my life that it be
simple inconvenience or Buddha and Jesus having a bet, and most of
all, thank you all for reading this. I ******* love all of you.
what' s the word for when it feels inside your
heart that everything in the world is all right?"
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#13 - Keoul (01/29/2013) [+] (2 replies)
Holy 						****					 you weren't kidding when you said it was a long post...   
brb re-reading.
Holy **** you weren't kidding when you said it was a long post...
brb re-reading.
#14 to #13 - Keoul (01/29/2013) [-]
Finally done, It was difficult but when I replaced all the blank spots with "Batman" it was a lot more amusing and a lot more easy to read!

Good on you OP!
#3 - anonymous (01/29/2013) [+] (2 replies)
******* beta neckbeard faggots wanking and crying over a porn game.
User avatar #7 to #3 - lolchrisdont (01/29/2013) [-]
Look at anon :3 he's so cute when he gets riled up!
#28 - edgecution (01/30/2013) [+] (1 reply)
#25 - rawfulz (01/30/2013) [+] (2 replies)
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It's A Joke...
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#18 - kolimm **User deleted account** (01/29/2013) [-]
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**** you charles..


i hope the rest of your life will be wonderfull


damn you
User avatar #1 - Metallicock (01/29/2013) [+] (4 replies)
I didn't read because it's something katawashoujo related but I like your name
User avatar #10 to #6 - Metallicock (01/29/2013) [-]
**** that was a long read.

It seems to me that you found out what I did a few years back:
The only cure for heartache is more love

I find that both humorous and aggravating. But it would seem that's something we both found out in the same sort of way; the hard way

I'm happy for you. Wish I was on an emotional high right now

User avatar #34 - danigoro (01/30/2013) [-]
so, her name end in Y, no?
#32 - patofeliz (01/30/2013) [+] (1 reply)
But people from Laos is ugly as hell!
#31 - anonymous (01/30/2013) [-]
Why is everyone even getting feels from this? Oh I know!

FJ is about 0.001% adults.

Well, have fun in the real world all you middle schoolers.
User avatar #24 - riffibanezius ONLINE (01/30/2013) [-]
I feel you OP, shoot me a message, i'll always listen(read) if you ever need a friendly ear.
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#15 - netic (01/29/2013) [-]
Holy 						****					 that was one hell of a post. i am just glad i remember your last post :)   
   
Great for you man, that you've learned and moved on.   
   
Gods Speed
Holy **** that was one hell of a post. i am just glad i remember your last post :)

Great for you man, that you've learned and moved on.

Gods Speed
#12 - maidenmk (01/29/2013) [-]

I'll be honest, I didnt read this. But I did give a green thumb.

I also decide to comment with a randomly selected reaction pic of mine. Whether it fits into the context of the post is for others to judge.
User avatar #11 - lexivex ONLINE (01/29/2013) [-]
I ******* love you guys :')
User avatar #9 - bayakpo **User deleted account** (01/29/2013) [-]
hehehe, using a rin quote at the end. Good for you OP. I remember how tied down you were before. I dont believe physically that it was needed of you to write a goodbye letter to your old crush, but I do believe mentally it was needed. Let me know how things turn up in your life man. I'm all ears for listening......erhm reading your posts. Even though some say it's tl;dr, I'll always read it. Man you really are open in your thoughts and writing. Not only when you message but also when you tell stories to the internet. Honest and trying to be sincere with your feelings, good qualities. Friends?
User avatar #8 - lolchrisdont (01/29/2013) [-]
Anyways, go OP! KS related or not, revelations are needed to progress! Now just go be the bro you were meant to be. Remember to back flip frequently, it helps with indigestion.
#19 - tehjewishcornman (01/29/2013) [-]
Holy **** that was like the intro for star wars. And that story gave me a feel Charles - Have a good one you magnificent bastard - pic unrelated
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