katawa shoujo?
feel them feels.
let the feels run through you. become one with them!

Been playin that. Really funny game.

Well...
That's....one way to put it.
Have you felt the feels yet?

I'm always feelin' the feels. It's a matter of being able to straightface through life.

In an unrelated story, my ex who said that she wanted to remain friends gave me a ride to the post office so that she could tell me that she didn't want to get groceries with me anymore.

She promised me four things when she broke up with me. This is the third promise that she's broken. The only promise that she hasn't broken is that she wouldn't watch anymore episodes of Stargate except with me. Except two months after she broke up with me, she hasn't watched a single episode of Stargate with me, except one Sunday two weeks ago, where she came to do laundry, watch stargate, and tell me that she's dating other people. (Which violates the second promise that she made to me, that she wouldn't date other people--for her own sake as much as my own--for at least 6 months.)

As a result, I spent the greater half of yesterday asleep. When I woke up today, I woke to her voice. She was telling me that I had to wake up, because we would be late--a running game that we'd had in our 3.5 years of dating. So, I woke up and turned to her, only to find that she wasn't there. I spent the greater part of today trying to go back to sleep and recapture that dream.

Baby don't hurt me.. no more....

Wow.
That is a really feely story.
So you actually heard her standing next to your bed, only to wake up and find out she wasn't there?

In my dreams, she's usually in bed with me. When she wakes up, she checks the time on her phone, is startled, and so wakes me up.

Other times, she's waking me up because she's already made breakfast, and doesn't want it to get cold.

On rare occasions, it's not urgent that I get up, so she sits on the side of the bed and plays with my hair.

....
I gotta stop watching Supernatural.

Sounds scary. Dreams of a life you have lived before, or dreams of your past. Let go of your past and perhaps you'll start dreaming about a possible future...
That, or just play a lot of Katawa Shoujo. You'll start having dreams about it. (happens with every game you'll play for too many hours a day)

I do this with DOTA.

I started rock climbing. Made my life more fun.

So enact change in your life....