ooooor.....you're an over dramatic bitch and sorry but no one really cares

Or maybe you're life sucks because you don't have the courage to DO anything. A better body won't make you happier in and of itself, but achieving all of your goals does.

i cant achieve my goals anyway
so why should i trouble

normal things like getting a tan and a good body and drinking like an animal at parties doesnt make me happy

and the things that make me happy are far awayfrom me because im not intellegent enough etc.

I hate parties and drinking like an animal and all that crap, but I still keep myself in really good health.
That's really irrelevant to goals.

Things that make you happy are far away from you because you're being a defeatist. If you think you're not intelligent enough, then go to the ******* library and start learning instead of crying that you're not smart enough. Challenge yourself and don't cry in corner when you fail.

How's middle school?

im a highschool graduate who doesnt go to college