>hated all life long "ugly, stupid, ect."
>JR. year high school, have HOPE class, cause it's mandatory girl in same class - Gorgeous easily 8-10, most be SR.
>Pleasenoticemesimpai.jpg
>have bad feel about her, "probably wrong crowd type" i thought
>she's friend of friend, we met, she's freshman
>prom coming up, Wednesday before Valentines
>we start talking, asks if I'm going! me: "I don't think so are you?" her: "probably not" me: "y" her: "don't have date" me: "would you like one" she says yes
>smooth / alpha ****** .jpg
>start to think maybe i am attractive, we start to plan
>her: "oh I smoke weed& skateboard. is that a problem?"
>don't like smokers, grandma died of lung cancer, hate skates cause they were bullies
>really like her so i figure i can worry later. "no prob." nagging feel from years of being tricked and bullied, feelings are good judgement regardless
>ask y she agreed "i think everyone should be able to go"
>it's pity. guess that'll have to do.
>know little about her, ask friends to keep ear out, Friday nothing happens says she likes V.day stuff, decide to get her cute little teddy with lolli.heart
>that night friend calls "she has boyfriend"
>not emotional guy, stay calm, ask her nicely
>Monday morning. V.day ask about it.
>"oh yeah I have a boy friend too is that a prob?"
>canceled dance
>never see her after semester, graduate year after
>two years now, never been to prom, never danced