I'm probably only a little overweight for how i am but i think I'm fat and i make jokes about being fat all the time about myself.

In my experience, fat people are 100x better at taking jokes than smaller kids. Fat guys who can make fun of themselves are the best people to hang out with, imo. Whereas, everytime I try to make a new friend who is skinny, they are always really boring, or all they talk about is working out.

No they aren't. Fat people that make fun of themselves usually don't have any other humor than making fun of themselves. I get it, you're fat. The fucking joke isn't funny anymore.

But, they don't do it all the time... They do it if it's necessary. I don't have any fat friends where all they do is make fun of themselves. I used to be huge, like, 3 years ago.

I couldn't rely on looks so I had to rely on humour, and I came out with a lot of friends. Sad part is, people like you often don't give me or them the chance.

It's called being a self-centered asshole.