Today I was looking ever funnyjunk and came upon we sad story' s. They made me start thinking about my sad love story and decided I would tell yon all about it so I
made a account and here lam.
It all started freshman year of high school I had just moved to a new town no I knew no one I met a few guys the first day but couldnt see any close friendships
coming anytime seen. the bus was the ma because it was full enough m everyone had to sit with everyone I met this annoying kid and instantly wanted to kill him but I
had promised my probation officer I wouldnt do anything stupid in till later in the year at least (I was on probation for drugs) a month er two went by and I had a few
friends but nothing special. Then I met her. She always sat quietly looking out the winder on the bus and she was m beautiful. Way to beautiful to ever' talk to a looser like
me. I somehow got the courage w say hi to her one day though she said hi back and seen enough we had a 20 minute conversation and then exchanged phone numbers and
continued it later.
It turned out we had a lot in commen. we had both just moved to town and both had a shaky past. We seen started telling each other everything. We were best
friends for years and that entire time she was in and out of relationships I wasnt No girl was like her. she was m different she was beautiful and down to earth and... perfect.
I loved her but could never tell her that. She must have thought I was m gay because I never dated anyone and whenever she asked me who I wanted m date I said no one
That was the only lie I ever told her because I truly wanted her. I left for basic training for the military the day after graduation. I thought of her smiling face everyday and
called and wrote to her whenever I could. At my graduation she was the only person in the stands for me. After graduation I drove her acre's the country back to her school
m I had a mama to spend more time with her. The last night we were together we were sitting on the beach in the middle of the night. I told her I had to tell her something
and it took all my strength but I did it. I told her I loved her. Then I kissed her got up and left her mess on the beach with my car. I left for Iraq a week later. She would
send me letters but I would never wen them and I would never send her any. I was there for a year and then I came back. I tried finding her but couldnt I found her mother
thaugh. She lived in a little house in the town we met in. I went to visit her and she told me something I never wanted to know.
The love of my life, the girl I thought about my entire life, the girl I secretly loved had died of a brain mm. I cried. A 20 year old marine broke down crying in
the middle of the read. That night I went and sat next to her grave and read all the letters she sent to me. There were about a hundred of them. Everyone of them said the same
thing at the bottom “i love you to please write backa That was a little less then a year age. I now live in the woods in northern Vermont. I got booted from the marines because
I was eventally unstable” I now sit in my living room and drink all day.
Speak your mind, yon never know when you will loose them. This is my story. Made by .
Sorry its m long. Was longer but then I made it less specific. "E... I .5?
rest in peace my Ieve i will always remember