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#23 - joshofsouls ONLINE (08/02/2012) [-]
Sometimes... when I sit in bed trying to sleep, I think about my life, and where it's going.
Then I begin thinking about death, and what lies after... The realization that I don't know what is going to happen after death, or what will happen along the way to that inevitable fate scares the hell out of me.

I can't top that fear from growing inside me, like a cancerous little black spot in the back of my mind. It keeps creeping up on me, and it makes me fear that I've made the wrong choices in life, and that my life is going nowhere...

All I can do is sit there, with that thought of death pushing me back against the wall.
What have I done in my life, what can I do to make things worth it, when will I die, how will I die, will it be painful, will anyone remember me, what if I was wrong about my beliefs and there really is a hell, and it's just going to be an eternity of pain and anguish... I can't get these thoughts out of my head...

God dammit... I'm so afraid...
User avatar #128 to #23 - nasavvy (08/02/2012) [-]
There is a lot of people just like you including me, and I'm sure you will see people write full paragraphs to you because it truly does scare them as much as it scares you and me. I have fallen asleep at night crying, thinking "I don't want to grow up". I'm 16 and I have a long way to live but I feel like everytime I age I am closer to death. It is an unpleasasnt feeling that scares me.
User avatar #116 to #23 - fyerchan (08/02/2012) [-]
I dont know you, joshofsouls, and I know nothing of who you are, or where you're from, but you have made me feel a special sort of feel on this day.

TONIGHT! I pray for you.
#100 to #23 - anonymous (08/02/2012) [-]
yes this, I have the almost exact this.. except the real fear isn't the dying part, although the when is quite chilling. The real fear is that whether I like what comes after death or not, and even if its just like this life we have (something we can all agree is usually pleasant given the alternative), It's gonna last forever, an eternity. I'm pretty sure that in an infinity of time, or lets say time isn't relevant, you'd run out of stuff to do. Just try to think of something that never ever ends, and regardless of whether you like it at first, eventually the monotony of it all will drive you to the brink of insanity, and it is inevitable, for all of us.... this is my fear.
User avatar #93 to #23 - huskycreeper (08/02/2012) [-]
I like to think of death as "The Grand Finale" because once you die, you get to know and find out everything :D
#83 to #23 - lostfaux (08/02/2012) [-]
Damn bro, I always wanted to express that but I never knew how to put it in words. You're not alone. I feel your pain.
Damn bro, I always wanted to express that but I never knew how to put it in words. You're not alone. I feel your pain.
User avatar #78 to #23 - ilovel (08/02/2012) [-]
You're not alone, I do that so much.
It fucking sucks.
User avatar #75 to #23 - hazardpay (08/02/2012) [-]
Goodnight to you too fucker
User avatar #69 to #23 - cucumbers (08/02/2012) [-]
that rustled my jimmies :'(
#53 to #23 - darthblam (08/02/2012) [-]
Sometimes I think this at night... then I'm just "Fuck it, I ain't got time for this shit, I'm going to sleep."   
The only reason I get stuck awake at night is because I can't seem to find that perfect comfort position and I keep having to move around until I get there.   
I don't care for or fear the inevitable end... when the time comes then the time comes. Oh well.   
Of course I'll try to avoid death for as long as I can... I'm not going to be killing myself over anything either... but.. y'know.
Sometimes I think this at night... then I'm just "Fuck it, I ain't got time for this shit, I'm going to sleep."
The only reason I get stuck awake at night is because I can't seem to find that perfect comfort position and I keep having to move around until I get there.
I don't care for or fear the inevitable end... when the time comes then the time comes. Oh well.
Of course I'll try to avoid death for as long as I can... I'm not going to be killing myself over anything either... but.. y'know.
#50 to #23 - adammorgan (08/02/2012) [-]
My concept of death is a bit warped(due to insanity)
I've always thought that you only die if you accept death, or want to die.
Despite this ideal, I have a HUGE fear of death in every aspect. This belief of how death occurs has created a nice little safety blanket that allows me to believe(only slightly) that i will live forever.
it's sad that I'll die one day....i guess i feel pity for others eventually dying.
If there was anyway immortality would be achieved I'd kill my entire family and then some strangers to live forever.
User avatar #38 to #23 - alexdevlin ONLINE (08/02/2012) [-]
Make a lasting legacy so people will remember you when you die. Don't think of dying or the after life (whatever you believe in) as something negative. As long as you've had a long run and you've fulfilled a purpose
User avatar #37 to #23 - Tyranitar (08/02/2012) [-]
The thought that there may not be an afterlife or reincarnation, that when we're dead, theres nothing, that thought always horrifies me. I know atheists believe that neither of those happen, but I can't do so, because it terrifies me.

But you gotta remember, this life right now is the most important thing. You can't live a full life if you spend it worrying about what will happen afterwards.
User avatar #60 to #37 - darthblam (08/02/2012) [-]
The way I've thought about it is.. when you're dead.. yes there will be nothing. But your consciousness no longer exists. You don't know your dead or in nothing.. you don't even worry about it. You have no more feelings or understanding of existence. Honestly this sounds more blissful than spending eternity in some spiritual form.. when you can sit there and KNOW you're dead and have no choice but to think about what you did and life.. I mean it's not like you have anything to look FORWARD to now. So you look back.. and remember... and regret..
I would choose eternal slumber over eternal existence in an afterlife.
#59 to #37 - anonymous (08/02/2012) [-]
The thing that's scared me the most is the thought of what happens after death... because I just don't understand it. People make a good comparison: with life after death, and life before being born. You don't remember anything before being born, so you won't remember anything after death. That thought horrifies me. Not only will I not see, hear, feel, smell or be able to do ANYTHING, but I also won't even have a thought process to remember or forget things? It confuses the shit out of me, and every time I get to thinking about it, I become terrified.

What I love to believe is that when people or animals die, they just get reborn in another universe/dimension, and forget what happened that past life.

...and then in that life, you just become afraid of death again.
User avatar #39 to #37 - Afterlife (08/02/2012) [-]
well. there IS an Afterlife. i know that much.
User avatar #35 to #23 - swimmingprodigy (08/02/2012) [-]
I have these same thoughts mostly when Im trying to fall asleep. It's my biggest fear too and I get so scared I have these sudden realizations, like the thought just jumps on me and my blood pressure gets crazy high and my heart rate seems to jump to 300 bpm.
User avatar #33 to #23 - stickmanz (08/02/2012) [-]
1) no regrets
2) everyone dies, what you do with your life is truely what matters.
User avatar #31 to #23 - sphinxe (08/02/2012) [-]
I feel for you, everything seems worse at night.
I worry about the people around me dying, but you shouldn't waste time worrying and wondering, and rather live like it's your last. I know it's hard and sometimes you want to lie in bed watching trash tv and stuffing your craw with doritos - that's fine - just live life to the fullest and give yourself a reason to be remembered.

This might enlighten you, it did me.
Yes he's a big guy and you might think he looks/is stupid, but he has some decent stuff to say.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=6l4l2bzOUdg&feature=BFa&list=PL205BF6B0310D16CF

Chin up man.
#27 to #23 - shamwowsam (08/02/2012) [-]
Dude... you just made me feel your pain.
+1
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