Well, I know it's nowhere close to anyone here but...

I lived a sheltered life until I was 10, the usual. Mom and Dad always there or at least one was. Then my mom got sick, or at least she'd always been. It was a rare disease that affected her brain and as a result she started to develop a pseudo hatred for my dad and decided to move, I decided to go with her because she didn't seem herself. For the next three years I spent in the east surrounded by my mom's religious relatives who tried to convert me, but I wouldn't let them. We moved every half year so I never spent enough time in a school to make that many friends usually one per school, and so I started to accept Isolation and spent my days by myself. Anyways, my mom found a boyfriend and she had started going out with him on her days off and I was always stuck at my Alcoholic and Smoking babysitter's house and I never liked it, but those three years taught me how to think for myself and now I might be the most street smart of my friends. Then I managed to convince my mom to go back to my dad and good thing too. The disease struck it's hardest hit. It struck her memory and her motor skills, she would always struggle to remember things and thought I was my brother Erik. But that was a picture of me she was looking at. She spent almost a year in the hospital and when she got out she could barely walk. She's gotten better and is doing well now, but she's still a different person. One surgery they performed was one that removed a part of her brain so she won't be able to remember some things ever. When I started middle school I had made some friends and I'll always remember them, but we had to move again. I started high-school with no friends, but I found a group of people who then became my closest friends, we played Yu-gi-oh and talked about anime. I live a fairly normal life now, and I enjoy spending it with my friends. Sorry it was so long, I rarely get to tell people.

I used to be some 'average' teenager, got ultra depressed over stupid things, went through a stage of "I hate everything", isolated myself for a while, became cynical towards most things, now i hate reality and take any influences from anime or games, etc. that appeal to me that are 'within reach' for me i guess.
Oh and if i looked at things in perspective i have a good life, everything is fine for me.... i just despise all of it.

well since you hate everything i guess boobs arent gonna help :/

If anything, i think this is the first time on this board that i have been other than my 'cheerful' self, i think it's good to finally be able to say what is on my mind.

And i guess they could a bit, as long as they don't belong to a real woman... or man....
But thanks for the thought at the very least.

well im glad you let it out, whats on your mind

youre welcome :3

I'm glad, as well, nice to meet you

Oh god my sides!

hi im glad you dropped by :3

I'm glad I met you, too

i am very tall and deathly affraid of heights.

im blind and numb so i have my butler type everything i say

what else does he do for you?

basically everything but i do have senses in my penis so if i masturbate it feels like i am receiving a blowjob.

I'm trusting people to easily, and i had alot of false friends that i thought was real, i use sarcasm too much and can be generally annoying sometimes

You're sarcasm is what I live for, Ketchup.

i trust people naturally as well, its easy to get hurt that way unfortunatly

Let's see. Bullied from kindergarten. Bullied in elementary school. Became goth. Bullied in the school I'm in right now, so I guess, socially not accepted.
I fall for women very easily. I have a very feminine character. I overreact to things. I'm to hard on myself...
I'm sure there's more, I'm just too lazy to write it down.
And lazyness, how could I forget lazyness...

as long as learn to just love yourself youll make it, im still learning to do that but it helps a lot

I'll make what? I don't have any real goals, do I?
And I don't need to love myself to be able to live with myself.

then maybe you should play hockey

What does that have to do with anything?

i look odd in a cheerleading outfit :3

What is wrong with YOU? You're talking absolutely unrelated gibberish...

why dont you love me?

Because I don't know you.

In all seriousness, I'm extremely shy and space out ALL the fucking time.
And I have a slight southern accent. Yes that's a problem.

Oh, please. Southern accents are boss.

Not when your accent randomly kicks in and makes you sound like a retard.

I suppose mine doesn't bother me since everyone around me has it worse than me.

Same here. But when I go out of my area I feel like people are judging me with every word I say.

I guess I could see that as troubling, but I've never been far enough to experience that.

I have irrational phobias for unknown reasons and suffer constant paranoia for no just reason.


Usual Stuff...

I can act big-headed at times. I am very reserved which leads to me not making too many friends, although I do have some very good friends.

I'm dyslexic, I have fits of depression and anxiety, but that's about it.

We like actual anime, not 90's games drawn into something that looks like anime, but will never get one.

Oh we're actually being serious here? Nothing's wrong with me, besides some depression I suppose.

way to call me out like that.......

dont act like i dont love you <3

You already hurt my feelings

Everything.

Hey patchouli, shouldn't you already know what's wrong with us :3

i have an idea, not specifically though <3

What's the idea you have?

.... dunno



<3

Well then... I thought you knew everything ;__;