anytime :3

Then it doesn't exist. :P

Well somethings making me sad through out the day.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=xoofM4FnW8U

Here!

Oh yea I heard this one! I was the first to comment on it :D

#Hipster

I knooooow. :3

It reminds me of the middle east for some reason .__. and you're very good at music! I can olny play the piano :P

Thank you so much. :3

The scale I use comes from the middle east, so that'd be why!

Welcome :D I can only play Fur Elise on my piano. I can play little parts of some songs, but that's it :P

That's a good start!

Indeed! I would like to be a professional pianist I'll never live down the name also I'll probably take guitar lessons soon. So I'm on my way.

Everyone gets sad sometimes.

Almost no one has depression.

Well I'm sad everyday. And I've felt sadness before. This is much deeper than sadness.

Only if you tell yourself it is.

I do need to work on telling myself that I'm happy, But I do it sometimes and I don't get happier. Which makes me more sad.

I know you don't want to hear this, no one does. But what most of us refer to as 'depression' is really just victimizing yourself and pretending you don't have the ability to be happy. It takes energy to be happy. And rather than blame yourself for not trying hard enough, you want to just say something's wrong with you, and it isn't in your control.

At any point in time, if I wanted to, I could convince myself that I'm depressed, and that I'm a depressed person. And then I would be 'depressed'.

I've always been a happy person, Pinkie Pie would be a good example of me. But then randomly out of nowhere I got depressed, Idk why.

You're having a moodswing. It's normal! You aren't a depressed person. You're just sad right now.

Been sad for many months. I miss the old me. The old me has never been that sad and always had a good outlook on life; made everyone smile and brighten up there day. Personally I didn't know how someone could be so sad that they have a frown on there face all day, it was beyond me. But you don't know what you have till it's gone. Suddenly I was sad, I guess my girlfriend breaking up with me triggered some kind of deep sadness I had. Now it's far in the back of my brain where I can't reach it. I now have a very negative outlook on life, everyone I see I think they are as sad as me and I don't know how people can go on.
But I know one day I'll be back to my old self and I'll appreciate the good life I have.

I don't know how therapists do this.

Look, I love you, and you're my friend, but if you don't want to accept that you are in control of your mood, I don't have anything to say to you about the subject. I've just got nothing.

I don't expect you to have all the answers. Just talking to you helps me a lot. You've helped me a lot with this trust me, I couldn't have gone this far without you. I just need to take the final step and it's gone for good I can tell. Talking to you has reminded me of the old days and that's made me very happy :D I just can't believe how much my perspective of life has changed over the past couple of months, its astonishing. Before I talked to you today I gave up. I gave up on being happy; depression won. I was planning on going my whole life like this. But you flicked the spark back into my eye, I know see how blind I was that I was my own worst enemy, I control how I feel, nothing else.

You have no idea how happy I am to hear that. I'm sorry I wasn't as... nice about it as I could have been.

I'm just so tired of the people I care about giving up on living their lives happily, you know? :L

Ya it's a shame. Living is made to be happy and the trials you face just make you happier in the end. So life was made for happiness, but people, like me, lose site of themselves and give up when it's just another harder trail they have to overcome that they're not familiar with. When this is all over and this deep depression is gone I'll be more happy than I was before about life. And my life goal will try to make other people feel like I do. I feel like my old self again. I missed this feeling.

Sorry you met me in such a weird stage in my life. I was always happy back then and very optimistic about everything. All we ever talk about is depression. My old self would talk about happy things all the time. Also I lost the part of my self that wanted to make everyone happy. I was so consumed with my old sadness I forgot about everyone else's. Now my friends seem in a more down mood ever since this stage of life kicked in, but that will change I'll be my old self again no matter how hard it is, which will make me happy, and seeing others smile will make me very happy. Yes I would say Pinkie Pie describes me very well.

I agree with that last sentence. c:

Well enough about depression, word around the street is that your song will be featured on EQD.

Yeah! I'm so excited! :D

Linkz to the song? :O

Hi sexy