I know it's not funny, but this is how I feel about this one chick, and I've seen these kinda posts on FJ. Mainly showing this here because FJ is amazing Thanks for frontpage!
**** yes! I love seeing stuff I made reposted :) not that anyone gives a **** but I made this, first time i've seen it get reposted. thumb for you for making my day, good sir
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Here we go Funnyjunk, the moment people thumb me down for a ******* story
Me and my girlfriend lived about 10 miles away from each other, no big deal right? We saw each other twice a week when we were in college, and I was happy, literally happier than I'd ever been (this is where most of you stop reading and thumb down).
I actually knew from the beginning that come september 2011 I didn't think it would work. Believe me Funnyjunk I love this girl, I honestly believe she's the one for me, but when we went to University it'd be ******* hard. She's going to the best univesity in the UK, and I'm going to a mediocre one, I'll admit, both doing Psychology.
About three or four days ago, I had been living away from her (about 180 miles) for about a month, and I decided I couldn't handle this for reasons I didn't tell her.
I broke up with her.
I did it for a number of reasons. She visited me, I was ecstatic, literally happier than I'd been for weeks (When I had just moved) but when she left I was left in a depression I'd never been in before. I've had insomnia before, and doing psychology I've also studied it. I know it's only the perception that you haven't slept, but you do sleep for an hour or so per night, I have the definition down. I normally don't sleep for 2 nights every month (I'm not going into this, unless you're interested, PM me) but when she left, I had solid insomnia for three weeks (I know, I'm **** )
I KNEW she'd be happier without me. She could do literally what she wanted, she could have a good time without me, maybe I could relax, not be on ******* edge, not wishing I was having a decent time, maybe eventually being almost happy.
Since; I have acted happy every ******* MINUTE. I've only just made these new friends, and will I **** make them think I'm upset, scaring them off. As far as they know, I'm not even human.
I'm sorry Funnyjunk. I just needed someone to know I'm human. thumb me down, I just needed to talk to someone. Anyone. Sorry.
Yeah, I have the same thing with this girl...
I have loved her for ages but just cant find the moment to tell her how I feel. (or the place, bloody security!)