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Well, I' m not sure how I' m supposed to say this, so I' ll start from the beginning. A few months ago I was walking to work MI inner city). Pretty quiet walk, but I remember
everything with outstanding clarity. So anyway, I go to cross the street to score some Starbucks, and then everything went black.
Awoke up in the hospital later. Couldn' t even tell you how long I was out. but I was as shit on painkillers and could barely feel anything. Fuck, I could hardly look
around. Doctors are sayin shit like I' m lucky to be alive. Y' know, all this cliched junk you hear in movies about superheroes or whatevergoes they' re about to find out
they' re half spider or something.
I hated what it did to me, and what it took from me. I barely even had a family; all I had was my older brother (28) and his girlfriend of 3 years- They came to see me every
day for a month and a week or so, but the visits slowed down after awhile. Nurses came and went, doctors told me I was lucky, and my brother told me he loved me.
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They still come. But_ l think I' m on my way out, guys. I mean, I guess I' justatest the will to live. I wasnt going anywhere in my Ids- I worked a dead end job at a fucking deli,
and hm been ( for fucking forever- I' m unattractive as hell, and have zero charisma There' s for me here. My brother and his gin will get along just fine
when I' m gone, but Ijust don' t want to hold on anymore- You can' t really understand what I mean about "feeling the We in my body slip away" until you' been where I am now,
but let me tell you, it' s pretty hard to describe, and it' s very real. I frequent ychan as often as I choke it, and that' s become even more frequent during my stint at this hospital.
I realy sympathised with a lot of you guys. You come here and you cry about being alone, you hate her for not loving you, you want to hurt him for hurting you, you don' t
think you' re worth the promotion, you don' t think you' re worth anything. Well, , you are worth something. You' re all great people in your own right, and judging from the
shit I see around here, you' re all at least a little funny. So get out there. Go talk to her. Get the promotion. Make We yours- Guys, I didn' t think my We could' been fucked so
hard and so quickly, and now I have nothing. All my plans, gone and destroyed But you' re all still out there, you can do what I wanted to do. Live the lives you want to live; that I wanted to live.
Live, my friends. And don' t stop just because you' re convinced you can' t.
Well, there' s no "super" in this story, and there sure as hell isn' t a hero. I lost my legs because driver. At like, fucking NOON. I hated everything about the world.