You and me both, friend. It's a bad time now, but it won't be bad forever.

I'm over it emotionally. My penis has some choice words to say about it though...

I wish I was that lucky... I don't mean to be a wallowing prick or anything, but this girl was my damn dream girl. We dated for two and a half months and the first month was fantastic, but for the last month and a half, she started backing away from me because I got accepted to college in New York and we live in Illinois (I'm a senior, she's a sophomore). I asked her why she wasn't being as affectionate and she said she lost attraction for me and dumped me about a week ago. Still feel like **** and no amount of porn can fix it for me. I've tried.
Sorry for long read.

That's oddly similar to how my girlfriend and I broke up. Don't worry, college will be like a sea of women.

I don't doubt it at all. It still is another seven months before I ship out to NY, though, and I'm at an all-guys high school. My female contact is very limited and I want to have fun senior year, y'know?