About a week ago, I started to plan my diet and exercise regime... However, as always I've not been dedicating myself to it.
But today has been different because I made a horrible discovery; I hadn't realised it before, but I have started getting tiny stretch marks around my belly button, and two tiny ones on both my sides.
Back when it was starting to get noticable that I was putting on weight (I was about 14) I made myself a promise:
"It's not that bad... As long as I don't get too fat, I'll be fine. I'll make sure I never get too overweight."
Today I've just had to admit to myself that I broke that promise.
And even though it was horrible, it was exactly the kick in the balls I needed to get my motivated for this.
I have to lose this weight. I've finally gotten the push I need; so now I'm off to make a chart of a diet and exercise plan. I essentially just need to eat less and excersise more while keeping it in a routine.
The routine is the most important part I think, because I do literally just sit on the computer virtually all day (Yes, I'm ashamed) and getting random chocolate bars and stuff inbetween meals. It just isn't right, and I can't kid myself anymore like I always have: "Oh, one more won't hurt.", "Well I am actually hungry, so having it is actually good for me!" etc. etc. the usual fatty bullshit.
I'll post my diet/excersise plans after I have organised them... That way any of you can help me by adding your own advise and stuff maybe? It would be a great help, and thanks.