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> hey anon, wanna give your opinion?
#23 - xXferaligatrXx
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I'm not exactly suicidal (i dont have the balls to do anything) but i have been pretty down for a few years now and it really helps me out of my slump when people post things like this to help people. even though its funnyjunk and things are supposed to be comical i think its great how we can take a break and share our stories and try to help each other over rough patches in our lives. This community may argue and troll but when things get serious this community becomes really great.
#415 to #23 - fentoozler
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I wouldn't exactly say that I'm suicidal either... I mean I have more to live for now than I ever have before. What scares me though is that I am impulsive enough that I can't always guarantee my actions. Example: me and my friends went hiking one day. We left the trail, wandered around, came to a ledge that overlooked a river, upstream was a huge waterfall and below us maybe fifty feet were some intense looking rapids. Within seconds of standing at the ledge my brain just said "jump" and for that split second I almost did. It wasn't thought out or planned, just... jump. Sometimes when I drive on the highway I think about how I am only ten feet away from drifting into the oncoming lane and with a thud and a bang that could be it, and for some reason that's almost comforting. But I can't, not now, not today. If I ever get a terminal illness, if I ever find myself unable to move anything but my eyes, or if I ever have to bury my son... that would be the day. But not today.
User avatar #29 to #23 - FAILtim
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It's actualy the second last one that infuriates me the most, simply because I don't have and thus don't care about 50% that's being called up in that list.
The only thought that would go through my anti-christ little brothers head would go "Nice free car and bigger room". And yes it's the " no balls" part that keeps me among you.

And not to disrespect you or anything, but 99% of this community deserves a dishonorable neckshot. Just like the 99% of assholes that **** it up for the rest in this world.

And if you catch the reference, I'd push that button that say's nuke it all.
User avatar #58 to #29 - messerauditore
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I think a lot of people are in the category of they want to, but don't have the "courage" (that wording has always been a matter of debate) to end it. I'm also there. Well, it switches between that and the whole "if I do that, everyone who wants to see me give up and fail wins". Most days I wouldn't mind if there was some sort of unfortunate accident /unseen medical issue etc though.
User avatar #31 to #29 - xXferaligatrXx
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I hear you man like 9 times out of 10 it seems like nobody would even notice that i'm gone. Like i'll leave and hop from place to place for weeks and nobody in my family gives me a call or anything but there's a chance that they might actually care and i couldn't bring myself to do that you them you know?