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User avatar #6304 - nerb (06/24/2012) [-]
I think I'm depressed. A few days ago on vacation I locked myself in the bathroom for forty minuets and showed and cried. I often cry myself to sleep thinking of things that will never happen in my love life. I have never had a boyfriend and I think it's because of my looks. People say I'm pretty but I have a hard time believing that. I mean, what's beautiful about a girl that's 5'4 that weighs 95 pounds with no boobs and can't smile? It's not that I want to kill myself it's just that... I'm not happy with life and I just want to stay in the dark.
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User avatar #6381 to #6304 - koalafication (06/24/2012) [-]
If you don't mind my asking; how old are you?
User avatar #6393 to #6381 - nerb (06/24/2012) [-]
15. Turning 16 in December... Why?
User avatar #6397 to #6393 - koalafication (06/24/2012) [-]
Going to go through the checklist here:

15 years of age (Medical terms; an adolescent)
Self-diagnosed (or suspected) mental illness.
Mood swings.
Excessive worrying about relationships.
Conscious of appearance.
Conscious of sexual development ('no boobs' comment).
Based entirely on the information you've given me (I may be wrong); I'm going to give you a small piece of advice.

You've hit puberty and the hormones are starting to kick in.

A lot of people go through similar experiences to yourself at the stage of life you find yourself in, I definitely know I have. The important thing to keep in mind at this stage of your life is be mindful of your own reactions to certain things. Such as compliments, for example.
User avatar #6313 to #6304 - destructioner (06/24/2012) [-]
you sound like the type of girl that i would date (or one i could actually stand to be around without wanting to punch you in the mouth)
User avatar #6310 to #6304 - robskul (06/24/2012) [-]
you're making yourself unhappy, focus on the good things in life, if you don't have any, make some
User avatar #6317 to #6310 - nerb (06/24/2012) [-]
I'm trying. It's too hard. So I just put on a happy face and hope for the best..
User avatar #6329 to #6317 - robskul (06/24/2012) [-]
thats what I thought, a few months ago, I was depressed as shit, I was ready to end my crappy life.

Then I got a slap in the face, if I want my life to be better, I have to do it myself, not wait for the good things to magically come to me.
I started going out more often, I made more friends, i became more outgoing, I even (believe it or not) became a brony, somehow, that worked, and I ain't complaining

you just need to focus on the good things, make some yourself if you need to. even if the world around you is crashing down, you can still have a smile on your face, a real smile
User avatar #6308 to #6304 - irmcmuffin (06/24/2012) [-]
Think better of your self, once you have confidence people will grow to like you more
User avatar #6314 to #6308 - nerb (06/24/2012) [-]
The thing is, no one know that I'm like this. At school I'm spontaneous and happy and bounce off the walls. I try to make myself happy but I just won't work. I'm like two different people.
User avatar #6321 to #6314 - irmcmuffin (06/24/2012) [-]
What time is it where you are?
User avatar #6324 to #6321 - nerb (06/24/2012) [-]
12:37... Why?
User avatar #6325 to #6324 - irmcmuffin (06/24/2012) [-]
Do you think your best friend will be awake?
User avatar #6328 to #6325 - nerb (06/24/2012) [-]
Most likely. But I'm seeing her tomorrow.
User avatar #6306 to #6304 - whitenail (06/24/2012) [-]
Are those the only things in your life that are making you unhappy, or is there something else?
User avatar #6311 to #6306 - nerb (06/24/2012) [-]
I don't live with my dad anymore. I can't stand his wife. She thinks my and my brothers need to respect her more than our own mother. I can't even go to his house without running off in to the woods for a few hours.
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