So guys. I think i might have some issues. Let's start with this.. i used to be a very aggressiv guy, my blood always boiled. Back in 2009 i got into a fight and i punched the guys so bad they had to go to hospital, i got sued and had to pay 5000€ for their medical procedure and some to punish me. Well this was a moment in my life when i kept on falling, school was shit, life was shit, i drank too much and i hated everyone. Then i met this Girl, she kinda saved me and after a month she was my girlfriend and everything got better.. I was working harder on school, i was much calmer and everything was okay.. after a year she changed.. she was always a nice, cute girl but then she became kinda depressiv and i felt something was going on.. the whole relationship got much colder and soon none of us was happy anymore, so i broke up.. it didn't last long and we got togehter again. everything seemd to be be normal. The problems returned and i felt that she wasn't happy.. I wasn't happy either, i was empty again. This was about the time i fucked it up so bad.. i met a girl i was in love with years ago... she was so freaking hot a nice+cute everything was so uncomplicated with her.. i didn't want to cheat on my gf with this "new" girl but FML i happend..