I'm not enjoying college. Engineering isn't my thing, and engineering is one of those college courses that pretty much requires you to want it and work hard for it, which is something I've tried but failed to do.
My mind is more on the other side of the spectrum. Where I am good at math, I don't enjoy it. Where others can focus on math and do it with no problems, my mind's opposite, doing the exact same with, well, writing.
I want to become an author, though it's tough to make a true living off of that, so I'm prepared to work minimum wage. Just publishing one book would make my life honestly, whether or not it did well. So I want to focus on that.
I used to focus on Catie, but she left me. I used to focus on my best friends, but they all left me. Writing can't leave me unless I get in a horrible accident and cripple both my hands...In which case I'll have literally nothing left anyway.