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#352 - princesscadence
(12/19/2012) [-]
Going to take a quick shower, then I will come here to talk to you.
#353 to #352 - dammriver
(12/19/2012) [-]
Okay... Something bothering you?
#354 to #353 - princesscadence
(12/19/2012) [-]
I'm back, and no...not much bothering me. Although I fear that all the stress I'm under will cause me problems one day.
#355 to #354 - dammriver
(12/19/2012) [-]
Well, I know that stress can be good and bad, depending. Too much can be harmful, and pushing it aside can be bad. So, before anything [severe] happens, if you ever need to rant or vent, I'm here. Just give me a 'heads up' first, if you can.
#356 to #355 - princesscadence
(12/19/2012) [-]
Sometimes...I just wonder what I am doing with my life...my room is a mess, my body is in poor condition and my mind tends to just run off......

But, I hope to fix all of that someday.....its going to take a long time though.
#357 to #356 - dammriver
(12/19/2012) [-]
Oh, so do I... I plan way too much into the future, think of things that could happen, how they could go, and so much more... even for the things that have such a little chance of ever happening. I don't worry about my mind wandering off, though, considering where I 'wander off to' is a "better" reality most of the time.

And yes, time... It will get better, though.
#358 to #357 - princesscadence
(12/19/2012) [-]
Yeah its really frustrating at times especially when my concentration breaks.

But on the other hand my Immune system seems to have been building up and getting used to being exposed to....well a not so pleasant environment.
#359 to #358 - dammriver
(12/19/2012) [-]
Yeah, I know what you mean...

Are you around a lot of sickness, or chemical stuff?
#360 to #359 - princesscadence
(12/19/2012) [-]
Well....kind of. Parents are sick most of the time and my room probably isn't healthy to be in either but my body has gotten used to it.

At least I'm not like most of the kids in school who someone get sick just about every 3 weeks and cant stomach much if something smells bad.


The only thing really I have gotten that needed medication for was an ear infection and that I knew was going to happen but my parents didn't listen to me and even the doctor understood that I knew exactly what I was saying.
#361 to #360 - dammriver
(12/19/2012) [-]
My tolerance of things (smells, sickness, etc...) seems to be pretty high, too.

And at least the doctor understood and gave you the medication needed. I can understand how that situation could be fairly annoying, though.
#362 to #361 - princesscadence
(12/19/2012) [-]
Especially since I really didn't want to have to go through it....

Cant really say I like how bad I look right now, but.....at least I'm not making big mistakes like a few others.
#363 to #362 - dammriver
(12/19/2012) [-]
You know, I love how everyone (that isn't like "us") thinks that it's so bad to spend a lot of time on the computer... Just look at the rest of our generation! Kinda surprising in a lot of ways...
#364 to #363 - princesscadence
(12/19/2012) [-]
I know....even though my friends here are not IRL they are still human beings that I cna converse with nonetheless. Plus, I am no where near as social as I am on the computer....and my hand writing sucks to be honest.   
   
At least I'm not the kind of person who gets in way over their head, or overreacts to something small leading to doing something they regret. I'm just doing what I can....sometimes personal matters interfere with my progress on things but that's just who I am.   
   
In fact, I get a lot more information from the computer than I did in my schools. I'm currently reading up on some first aid guides seeing as how I couldn't take the class in school because it filled up before I could be put into it.
I know....even though my friends here are not IRL they are still human beings that I cna converse with nonetheless. Plus, I am no where near as social as I am on the computer....and my hand writing sucks to be honest.

At least I'm not the kind of person who gets in way over their head, or overreacts to something small leading to doing something they regret. I'm just doing what I can....sometimes personal matters interfere with my progress on things but that's just who I am.

In fact, I get a lot more information from the computer than I did in my schools. I'm currently reading up on some first aid guides seeing as how I couldn't take the class in school because it filled up before I could be put into it.
#365 to #364 - dammriver
(12/19/2012) [-]
Yes, they are real people... Not only that, but they are from just about everywhere.

I... tend to take on a lot at once, and get in over my head... The thing about that, though, is that I get very stressed out, but end up getting it done... It's interesting, really.

First aid is always good to know... I actually know a lot about what to do/how to take care of someone until EMT's arrive, and have a CPR card, but I haven't had to use any of it, yet... Probably for the better, lol.

Anyway, I have to get up for school tomorrow, so I should probably go to bed... So, goodnight, and I'll talk to you tomorrow.
#342 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
Hello
#343 to #342 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
Hello.

How are you?
User avatar #344 to #343 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
Doing good for the most part
User avatar #345 to #344 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
That's good...

What's up?
User avatar #346 to #345 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
Not much...still feeling a bit pressured.
User avatar #347 to #346 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
Pressured about what?
#348 to #347 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
THe usual stuff like being pressured to find a job and such.

Plus my friend may have made his life a lot more difficult if he is telling the truth.
User avatar #349 to #348 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
What did he do to make his life a lot more difficult?

And you're getting the help with it, so what's the problem?
#350 to #349 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
My friend is unemployed and still not living on his own yet and he says he may have gotten his girlfriend pregnant.

Its nothing to worry about...if my parents could be patient.
#351 to #350 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
Oh... Well, ****... Hopefully he didn't, then...
#330 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
Going to take a shower, then I will be back here to talk with you.
Going to take a shower, then I will be back here to talk with you.
#331 to #330 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
Okay, talk to you when you get back
#332 to #331 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
I'm back.
#333 to #332 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
How are you?
#334 to #333 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
Doing good for the most part...no surprise that I still am worried about my ears but not as much right now.


Right now I'm just seeing how ignorant some people are at marketing and other things.
#335 to #334 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
Where are you seeing that? It happens at a lot of places, but which ones are you talking about?
#336 to #335 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
Specifically the gaming industry...   
   
A few of the free-to-play online games still seem to have trouble understand what will get more people to stay with the game and pay for it more.   
   
Planetside 2 for example, its a great game and free-to-play plus its massive, the downside to that game is there is no balance to deal with aircrafts demolishing everyone. Free-to-plays have to spend weeks and possibly months depending on how long the play per day just to buy 1 weapon to help deal with the problem, and even then its not all that useful.   
   
SWTOR, this game just went free-to-play but EVERYTHING is limited. F2P's earn 25% less exp, everything costs more and you sell for less, you cant use titles and can only have 2 characters per account, you also cannot use rest areas or get certain reward items unless you pay monthly. The problem here, is even though people are getting the game's experience, they feel as though they are being cheated out of...just about everything. Even if one pays monthly for the game its still a good sum of money to pay just to enjoy the game.   
   
Most successful game companies I have played in have no content restricted and no limits on the F2P players...however, the people who pay just the better looking clothes, weapons, accessories, etc. through random chance items bought with money....its gambling really.   
   
TF2 for example doens't limit their F2P, only a reasonable inventory space and cannot find hats. Since TF2 went F2P valve saw a massive increase in profit of the store alone because buying keys and uncrating items becomes an addiction.   
   
   
TL:DR Cutting out game mechanics for F2P= not good   
Paid items that give you a chance at rare items + unique looking items for the game = good, so long as they do not make the payer overpowered thus leading to Pay-to-Win territory
Specifically the gaming industry...

A few of the free-to-play online games still seem to have trouble understand what will get more people to stay with the game and pay for it more.

Planetside 2 for example, its a great game and free-to-play plus its massive, the downside to that game is there is no balance to deal with aircrafts demolishing everyone. Free-to-plays have to spend weeks and possibly months depending on how long the play per day just to buy 1 weapon to help deal with the problem, and even then its not all that useful.

SWTOR, this game just went free-to-play but EVERYTHING is limited. F2P's earn 25% less exp, everything costs more and you sell for less, you cant use titles and can only have 2 characters per account, you also cannot use rest areas or get certain reward items unless you pay monthly. The problem here, is even though people are getting the game's experience, they feel as though they are being cheated out of...just about everything. Even if one pays monthly for the game its still a good sum of money to pay just to enjoy the game.

Most successful game companies I have played in have no content restricted and no limits on the F2P players...however, the people who pay just the better looking clothes, weapons, accessories, etc. through random chance items bought with money....its gambling really.

TF2 for example doens't limit their F2P, only a reasonable inventory space and cannot find hats. Since TF2 went F2P valve saw a massive increase in profit of the store alone because buying keys and uncrating items becomes an addiction.


TL:DR Cutting out game mechanics for F2P= not good
Paid items that give you a chance at rare items + unique looking items for the game = good, so long as they do not make the payer overpowered thus leading to Pay-to-Win territory
#337 to #336 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
A lot of the gaming companies don't listen [much] to their customers, or at least not a large amount of their customers. It seems like it works like that [mainly] for companies that have a very high profit margin.

Ignorance is everywhere, though. From companies to politics, and everywhere in between. It gets pretty annoying, too.

Plus, the games where you can pay to win are very unbalanced, and I think that it actually takes most if the fun out of the game. Kinda like hacking. If you have everything available at your fingertips, and nothing to look forward to, it gets boring.
#338 to #337 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
That and if you make a game F2P they need to understand that there is going to be a majority of free players. Therefore, most of the complaints are coming from them being treated unfairly...well, the reasonable ones anyway.


Ugh...right now I'm not feeling too well....mentally that is.
#339 to #338 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
Whats wrong? Worried, this topic, or something else?
#340 to #339 - princesscadence
(12/18/2012) [-]
Its just my ears again....their acting up once again and its breaking my concentration greatly.

I got my results back from the test I took last week, I did well in everything except I bombed the Reading portion of the test. Still was eligible for the help though.
#341 to #340 - dammriver
(12/18/2012) [-]
Well, at least you'll get help with finding a job... After that, you'll be able to get your ears fixed, so just keep looking forward... It'll get better.
User avatar #326 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Good morning, how are you?
User avatar #327 to #326 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
I'm alright... Kinda surprised, but alright.

How are you?
#328 to #327 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
doing good, going to be leaving in about an hour and a half so gonna start getting a few things ready to go.
#329 to #328 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
Well, that's good.

How was your stay?
User avatar #306 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
*hugs*
User avatar #307 to #306 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
*hugs*

How are things?
User avatar #308 to #307 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Doing good, just wanted to check up on how your doing.
User avatar #309 to #308 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
I'm alright. Not really much better. For the majority of the past two days, I've been thinking of ways that we could stop stuff like this... I don't know, I'm letting it get to me more than it should, but I think it's mainly because of how close it was, and who was targeted...
#310 to #309 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Don't let it get you too down. Its good to think about what you could have of done, but it can only become of use to others in the future.

If you need to talk about it to someone I am always here to listen.
User avatar #311 to #310 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
That's what I'm thinking of... I'm thinking of things that we could do for future protection. It would be wonderful if I could somehow go back in time and do something, but that obviously can't happen.

First off, though, I would recommend giving (at least elementary schools) this upcoming week off, so it would ease parents' minds. It would be nice if I had a way to get to Newtown to possibly get the chance to talk to President Obama tomorrow, and mention some ideas...

And thank you... Really, thank you...
#312 to #311 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Good idea, its hard enough for them as it is and considering what happens the people involved should have the time required to ease their pain.

Even if you had a chance it would be difficult to get word from him Personally.


no problem, I like to make sure everyone is alright.
#313 to #312 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
Yeah, but I'm pretty sure schools will stay open. I'm thinking that a lot of people will be absent, though.

You're right... It still would be nice to have a possible chance...

And the same goes for you... As you know, if there's anything that you want or need to talk about, I'm here...
#314 to #313 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
I know...and trust me...I may have a few things to talk about when I get back.
#315 to #314 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
Bad things?

Also, how are your ears?
#316 to #315 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Their doing fine...lets say they have changed a bit and had me worried sick for hours in the middle of the night and continue to bother me periodically.

Also not really bad things too much....


and one question for you....to the people who have caused all this trouble at the school...what do you believe should come of them?
User avatar #317 to #316 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
Well, you go back home soon, right?

He killed himself. If he hadn't, well, other inmates probably would have. I honestly don't know what I want to happen to him...
#318 to #317 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Well hopefully one day you will decide on a course of punishment these people deserve...but remember of what person this will make you.

Yes, going home sometime tomorrow.
User avatar #319 to #318 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
Well... Honestly, and it might sound crazy to a lot of people, but I don't wish for them to be tortured, or anything like that... What they did was horrible, and I don't forgive them, not by a long shot, but that doesn't mean that we get to torture them... "An eye for an eye makes the whole world blind." If anything, we should give the killer, or even the whole story a lot less media attention.

Once you go home, do you think they'll be better?
#320 to #319 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Hopefully.....

Also a very good response to my question...you may be the kind of person I was looking for to be part of an idea I've had for quite sometime. Just need the materials and resources....I'll explain when I get back.
#321 to #320 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
Well... Now I am interested. (And my headache is going away ^^)

Anything that you want to talk about now, rather than when you get back?
#322 to #321 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Not really, just trying to enjoy my time here as much as I can because when I get back I'm going to be stressed and worried again.
#323 to #322 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
Well, continue to enjoy it! Have fun and stuff! Vegas!

And hopefully it won't be [too] bad...
#324 to #323 - princesscadence
(12/16/2012) [-]
Hopefully.

I hope you have a great day and night as well.
#325 to #324 - dammriver
(12/16/2012) [-]
Well, right now, for some reason, I feel better... Not entirely sure why, but I do.

And yes, have a good night and (if I don't talk to you before you leave) have a good trip back.
#300 - princesscadence
(12/15/2012) [-]
Hey Dammriver, how are you this morning?
#301 to #300 - dammriver
(12/15/2012) [-]
I'm alright, I guess... Thinking about things that I probably shouldn't think about, and worrying about a few police officers that I know...
#302 to #301 - princesscadence
(12/15/2012) [-]
Well just try to control your thoughts. Its alright to worry but don't get too worked up.

Try to think a bit more positive while you can.
#303 to #302 - dammriver
(12/15/2012) [-]
Yeah... It's funny how one thing can change so much... I took a walk last night to try and clear my head, and I ended up walking to the local police station (which is about five minutes down the road)... The normally full parking lot was down to six police cars... I don't know exactly why that hit me so hard...

*sigh*

I just don't get it...
#304 to #303 - princesscadence
(12/15/2012) [-]
Well, its the current world we live in.
#305 to #304 - dammriver
(12/15/2012) [-]
Yes it is, sadly... I'm going to completely drop the military and just become a police officer when I'm 21... This incident was the 'final straw', I guess...

Anyway, how are you, and how is Vegas?
#294 - princesscadence
(12/14/2012) [-]
Hello
#295 to #294 - dammriver
(12/14/2012) [-]
Hi...
#296 to #295 - princesscadence
(12/14/2012) [-]
Is everything alright?
#297 to #296 - dammriver
(12/14/2012) [-]
Guessing you didn't see it... I don't want to make you depressed, but...









Earlier this morning, there was a shooting at an elementary school, about an hour from where I live. 27 people were killed, 18 of which being children 5-10 years old.
Obama is currently holding a press conference. Hell, he's even crying. Everyone is...
#298 to #297 - princesscadence
(12/14/2012) [-]
Oh....my....
#299 to #298 - dammriver
(12/14/2012) [-]
I... I don't even know, anymore...
#257 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Hello
#281 to #257 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
So, how long do you think it'll be before you can get them fixed?
#282 to #281 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
That I don't know yet....I just pray its soon.

I'm just about as worried as ever and if it gets worse I'm gonna be breaking down.
#283 to #282 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Well, although it's just words, I'll be here... If you need to talk, don't hesitate to come to me.
#284 to #283 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
I'll try...and trust me, I've been deaf in one ear before...I DO NOT recommend it....there is not a thing on this planet that can help you cope with that without medical help.
#285 to #284 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
So, what are you going to do if it happens?
#286 to #285 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Probably be in panic for a good while....my mind will begin to feel like its being crushed and I will be trying to do anything to fix it. That's what happened last time.....
#287 to #286 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Hopefully it... doesn't get that far...

Anything happen with one of the free clinics?
#288 to #287 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Turns out they weren't exactly free...but just low cost. In fact one if them is the hospital I go to all the time.
User avatar #289 to #288 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
And none of them offer any type of financial aid/assistance, huh...?

*sigh*

I hate the US healthcare system along with much more...
#290 to #289 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
So do I.
#291 to #290 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
*sigh*

So much is wrong with this once-amazing country...
#292 to #291 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Things were better in the past and this country did a lot of amazing things....but now we have the image of obese lazy people. Not sure when exactly that began to happen.
#293 to #292 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
It's not only that, though... We put way too much effort into policing the world, when we can't even help ourselves... We owe so much money, and we were/are waiting until we sink as low as we can go until we pay it all off. Since we waited so long, we now have to cut so much, causing us to have a lot of problems. It's sad, really...

I'm going to get going to bed in a few, though... Goodnight, and [try to] sleep well...
*hugs*
#258 to #257 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Hi.

How are you?
#259 to #258 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
A bit on edge and worried....but also annoyed cause this sore on my lip is really starting to get to me.
#263 to #259 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Worried about the usual, or something else?

And with the sore, there's nothing that you can put on it? I mean, it might be uncomfortable, but some type of cotton or something might work... Just until it's healed.
#264 to #263 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Its a canker sore and usually when I put anything on it, it just stings.


and worried about the usual....parents may have me stay with my friend in Vegas for a while but the change in air pressure from here to Vegas usually bothers my ears and my friend hates it when I am on Funnyjunk at his house. Hell we got into a huge fight last time because he found out I consider Demo my best friend.

But to be fair on my worries it didn't really start to greatly affect me until a few weeks there...but my ears have gotten much worse since then so....yeah.
#265 to #264 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Why does he hate it when you're on FJ at his house,or did he not give a reason?

And would any of the clinics there be able to fix your ears?
#266 to #265 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Possibly, but the problem would be I have nothing to pay it with unless my friend could help out with that and I pay him back later on.


He hates it because he just hates the site in general for some reason....I don't know why but he just does.
User avatar #267 to #266 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Well, hopefully something can be worked out...

If you end up staying with your friend for a while, are you still going to come on here (even though it could cause fights or something)?
#268 to #267 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Of course....I'm not going to stop visiting my friends and best friend just cause he has a problem with it...besides I will be playing games at his house most of the time anyway, just visiting here to pass time.
#269 to #268 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Okay... Just making sure.

So, how about everything else going on? Other than this, is there anything else that's bringing you down at all?

And I haven't asked you yet; how did your test go?
#270 to #269 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
The test was fine...was fairly easy really.

and lets not forget there are PLENTY of things that can get me down recently....even IF spending time with my friend will distract me, it wont make it go away.
#271 to #270 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Well, at least you'll have someone in person... Plus, do you know many people in Vegas? If not, you could make more friends there, too...
#272 to #271 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Well I do know a few....but either way this stay will only be for about 4 days.
Well I do know a few....but either way this stay will only be for about 4 days.
#273 to #272 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
So... Why are you going? Is it more of a 'get-away' type thing, or... what?
#274 to #273 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Not sure really....just probably they were going to Vegas so...why not...

Gonna take a shower...I'll be back soon.
#275 to #274 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Okay... Talk to you when you're back.
#276 to #275 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Im back.
#277 to #276 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
Alright... Is there anything that you want to talk about?
#278 to #277 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Not really sure...though last night was a bit rough for me since I had a hard time trying to get myself to sleep. I kept worrying that when I woke up my ears would be worse.
#279 to #278 - dammriver
(12/12/2012) [-]
And how were they when you woke up?
#280 to #279 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Just as they are right now....starting to worry me because it feels as though its getting worse.
#260 to #259 - lip
(12/12/2012) [-]
:(
#261 to #260 - princesscadence
(12/12/2012) [-]
Oh my, sorry....wasn't talking about you.
User avatar #262 to #261 - lip
(12/12/2012) [-]
Still sorry.
#207 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Hello again
#249 to #207 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
How long has it been happening?
#250 to #249 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
Just recently
#251 to #250 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Is something stuck in your tooth, or has anything changed [recently] with your teeth?
#252 to #251 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
Not that I know of.....and sorry for the late reply...wasn't notified.
#253 to #252 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Hmm... Not sure exactly what it could be...

And that's alright.
#254 to #253 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
Just talking with my friends about how really bad some of the things in this country are.....so I may not be as responsive here.
#256 to #254 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Well, I'm going to bed... If you end up wanting to discuss this topic tomorrow, I'd be happy to ^^

Goodnight
#255 to #254 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
That's okay, I'm going to sleep in a few...

There are...a lot of things bad things in the country, both on a government and citizen level...
#229 to #207 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
And I'm back...

How is everything?
#230 to #229 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
A bit better.
#231 to #230 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
That's good!
#232 to #231 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
How are you doing tonight?
User avatar #233 to #232 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Better now, lol...

You?
#234 to #233 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
Doing better for the moment.

Still cant explain a few things that I am feeling right now....but its good.
#235 to #234 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Well, I'd say 'like what', but...

Do you know what caused it?
#236 to #235 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
Actually it has been with me for a while....but I only notice it when nothing is bothering me and nothing has me excited...just in a neutral state.
#237 to #236 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
And it's just an overall good feeling?
#238 to #237 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
The odd part its not really a feeling like an emotion....in fact this 'feeling' seems to be around my hands and forearm
#239 to #238 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Is it like a tingly feeling, or is it just an odd type of feeling?
#240 to #239 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
Just odd.....
#241 to #240 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Interesting...

Anything that you want to talk about?
#242 to #241 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
Not really....just this sore on my lip is still bothering me just a bit.
#243 to #242 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Did you find anything that you could cover it with?
#244 to #243 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
Not really...
#245 to #244 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
Hmm... Would something like a piece of cotton, or cloth help?
#246 to #245 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
I guess, but it would be kind of uncomfortable seeing as how its at the very front of my mouth.
#247 to #246 - dammriver
(12/10/2012) [-]
True... Do you know how your tooth is pinching it? Like, what it's doing to pinch it?
#248 to #247 - commanderhurricane
(12/10/2012) [-]
That I am not really sure of
#228 to #207 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Okay... I'll be back in a little while... Apparently my aunt has gone missing, and I get to play detective...

See you in a little bit...
#208 to #207 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Hi...

How are you?
#209 to #208 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Doing pretty good right now.
#210 to #209 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
That's good...

Anything going on?
#211 to #210 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Not really....just cant think of anything to do with my time for the rest of today since I have a test tomorrow.
#212 to #211 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Oh, tomorrow... I have a feeling that it's going to be a busy day...

Remember your basic information, too. I don't know if you'll need it, but things like your SSN... Other than that, since they didn't have you study anything, I don't think it'll be too hard.
#213 to #212 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
I just hope my ears will be fine for the test.
#214 to #213 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Yeah, that would be good...

They're not bothering you now, are they?
#215 to #214 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Only silightly
#216 to #215 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Well, at least it's not bad...

Anything that you want to talk about?
#217 to #216 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Not really.....cant quite think of anything to talk about lately....do you have something you wanna talk about?
#218 to #217 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Not much that I can think of...
#219 to #218 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Lately though it seems my teeth are pinching my lip for some reason....it just hurt for a second though.
#220 to #219 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Does i just happen randomly, or when you're doing something?
#221 to #220 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Randomly....not sure why though...I know one of my bottom row teeth is really slanted but that was only because my brother hit me in the face with a shovel when I was younger....and that's not the one bothering me surprisingly.
#222 to #221 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
So, it isn't that one that is causing it, or do you not know?

#223 to #222 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
its NOT the one causing it.....its actually on the other side of my mouth. might have a look at it later tonight.
#224 to #223 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Has it caused any bleeding, or is it just a random pinch with no trace?
#225 to #224 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
No bleeding...just a sore.
#226 to #225 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Hmm... Is there anything that you could cover the spot with?
#227 to #226 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Maybe....I'll have to check sometime today.
#201 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Morning
#202 to #201 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Morning...

Everything alright?
#203 to #202 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Yeah, just bored.
#204 to #203 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Yeah, I'm bored, too...

Play a game or something? Music, movies, anything?
#205 to #204 - commanderhurricane
(12/09/2012) [-]
Just waiting right now...whats up with you?
#206 to #205 - dammriver
(12/09/2012) [-]
Not much of anything, really... Listening to music, and added someone to my list of favorites.
#196 - commanderhurricane
(12/08/2012) [-]
Good morning
#197 to #196 - dammriver
(12/08/2012) [-]
Good morning!

How are you?
#198 to #197 - commanderhurricane
(12/08/2012) [-]
Doing good, watching the new episode right now.
User avatar #200 to #198 - dammriver
(12/08/2012) [-]
I'll be back in a little bit... I have to do something.

Sorry
#199 to #198 - dammriver
(12/08/2012) [-]
I'll probably end up watching it later tonight...

Right now, I'm listening to one of my new favorite musicians :3
#192 - commanderhurricane
(12/08/2012) [-]
So.....I will be on this account for a while.
#193 to #192 - dammriver
(12/08/2012) [-]
Okay.

I was actually going to ask when you were going to switch to this account.

Private Pansy :3
#190 - thezephyr **User deleted account**
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User avatar #191 to #190 - dammriver
(12/08/2012) [-]
Kinda... For now, anyway... Right now I'm in a happier mood, then again, it's the weekend. I don't know how long it will last, but for now, I'm a little better.

How are you?
#194 to #191 - thezephyr **User deleted account**
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User avatar #195 to #194 - dammriver
(12/08/2012) [-]
I hope you stay happy, too...
#181 - princesscadence
(12/07/2012) [-]
Hello
#189 to #181 - dammriver
(12/07/2012) [-]
Well, goodnight Princess...

Also, I wish to talk to you about something tomorrow.

But, 'till then, goodnight.
#182 to #181 - dammriver
(12/07/2012) [-]
Hi!

How are you?
#183 to #182 - princesscadence
(12/07/2012) [-]
Doing a bit better and found a sound file that perfectly simulates exactly what i'm afraid of with my ears. Though it needs headphones to work....

Doing fine, just still a tiny bit worried is all.
#184 to #183 - dammriver
(12/07/2012) [-]
Is there a link to it?

And it's good that you're better, even if it's only a little bit... I'm assuming that you're worried about your ears?
#185 to #184 - princesscadence
(12/07/2012) [-]
Yeah

montalk.net/eartone.mp3


and yes...it is what I am worried about it.
#186 to #185 - dammriver
(12/07/2012) [-]
I've experienced ringing like that before, but only twice...

How long does it usually last?
#187 to #186 - princesscadence
(12/07/2012) [-]
Usually a few seconds....rare occasions where much longer.


Concern for my hearing and the loneliness I feel is getting to me again....especially since everyone I know IRL still has their special someone.

Its hard when I find someone whom I really wish to be with and they end up leaving me.....all 3 times where like that, one of them was Perfect but it didn't last since we never really talked a lot
#188 to #187 - dammriver
(12/07/2012) [-]
Well, at least they don't last too long....

And with relationships... it's hard to have a perfect one...
#167 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
Hello again.
#168 to #167 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
Hi...

How are you?
#169 to #168 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
Well...doing good right now....had a pretty bad dream last night involving a few people, especially one, who I consider close to me.
#170 to #169 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
It's good that you're good... What was the dream about, or do you not want to talk about it?
#171 to #170 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
Dont want to talk about it....it simply involved the person who I consider closest to me getting hurt....pretty badly. I just hope its not trying to tell me something is going to happen to him soon.....
#172 to #171 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
Okay... Let's leave it at that.

Did anything else happen lately?
#173 to #172 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
No, not really.
#174 to #173 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
Well, is there anything that you want to talk about?
#175 to #174 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
Nothing I can think about....
#176 to #175 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
Okay... How have your ears been today?
#177 to #176 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
Pretty decent actually....except in the morning when I wake up
#178 to #177 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
That's good... So it mainly bothers you at night and when you wake up?
#179 to #178 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
Yeah
#180 to #179 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
Huh... Well, I'm glad that they're okay now.
#154 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
Hello, how are you today?
#166 to #154 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
...How are you...?
#155 to #154 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
I'm alright... Found out I can't trust one of my 'friends' as much as I used to/should be able to...

How are you?
#156 to #155 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
They same as usual....had a little scare with my ears earlier today but they are fine right now.
#157 to #156 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
Okay... What happened?

And how did the meeting go?
#158 to #157 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
The meeting went fine. and just the usually...one of them started to ring a bit but for some reason goes away if I cover it with my hand for a few seconds.


Also....this heartbroken feeling just wont leave....I've tried everything I know but It still gets to me.....it doesn't make me cry but the feeling it gives feels like it should be...
#159 to #158 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
Well... Sadly, I can't help with your ears... Is there any way that I can help with the heartbroken feeling?
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#160 to #159 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
Unfortunately I dont know of anyway to get over it.....
Unfortunately I dont know of anyway to get over it.....
#161 to #160 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
I know... It's hard to get through, and it lasts... It will take time...

*sigh*

And it sucks... Sometimes, though, crying can be good... It can relieve stress, even if it's only for a short period of time.
#162 to #161 - princesscadence
(12/05/2012) [-]
*sigh* ...it sucks.....just more loneliness and I wish I had a partner to talk to again.....both my friend and even my brother have someone to talk to and that really doesn't help at all.


But hey....it could be worse, at least they aren't bringing it up around me.....just my own thoughts make me feel alone.
#164 to #162 - thezephyr **User deleted account**
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#163 to #162 - dammriver
(12/05/2012) [-]
Yeah, I'm the same... Ever since early September, I've had that lingering heartbroken feeling...
#130 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
Hello
User avatar #151 to #130 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
I'm kinda like that with music... I listen to just about anything, as long as I can find meaning in it. My favorite instruments would be the piano and cello...
#152 to #151 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
not really sure of mine yet....also my other ear seems to be acting just like my other one and bothering me....just swell.....
#153 to #152 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Well, hopefully it doesn't get too bad... I really wish I could do more to help...

For now, though, I think I'm going to go to bed... I'm getting pretty tired.

Goodnight, and good luck tomorrow...
*hugs*
#131 to #130 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Hi

Everything alright?
User avatar #132 to #131 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
As of so far, yes.
#133 to #132 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Okay... What's up?
#134 to #133 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
Not much really.....how are things with you?
#135 to #134 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Alright, I guess... I'm not entirely sure...
#136 to #135 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
Dont feel too well tonight....my head hurts, specifically the back and my other ear feels like its having some pressure.....odd....
#137 to #136 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Hmm... Sinuses? Then again, it normally wouldn't affect the back of your head... You didn't hit your head on anything, right?
#138 to #137 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
Possibly....

and no I didn't hit my head on anything...probably just a headache....
#139 to #138 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Could you take any Tylenol or Ibuprofen for it?

And is that all that's bothering you (aside from the meeting)?
#140 to #139 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
Not sure...and pretty much....it feels as though my other ear has gotten worse too....only good thing is my hearing is now pretty balanced.
#141 to #140 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Well, hopefully it doesn't get worse... Sorry that I'm kinda pestering you about this, but did you talk to anyone at one of the clinics yet?
#142 to #141 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
no....parents had to babysit and since we only have 1 car and I have no license I would have to bike but the weather isn't exactly good....
#143 to #142 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Alright, just checking...

*hugs*
#144 to #143 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
I just hope I dont develop anything serious.....seeing as how that's the second worse thing that could happen to me.
#145 to #144 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
I hope you don't, either...

What's first on your list?
#146 to #145 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
Losing my hearing, since its the ONLY thing where I get my emotions and meaning from....without that I will only know sadness and emptiness.
#147 to #146 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
For me, it's a toss-up between my hearing and vision... I'd hate to lose any of my senses, to be honest...
#148 to #147 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
My vision I am not too concerned about....since even though I lean a lot through vision....a simple tune will fill me with emotion. But I still would hate to lose it....my blood pressure actually scared the school nurse when I got my first eye migraine.
#149 to #148 - dammriver
(12/04/2012) [-]
Yeah, that's true... Music is definitely wonderful...

Eye migraines are painful... annoying, and painful..

On the topic of music, what kinds of music do you listen to?
#150 to #149 - princesscadence
(12/04/2012) [-]
That...i do not really know....just things that happen to motivate me...some are just instrumental others its the lyrics that get me.
#108 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Hello....
#129 to #108 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
Alright. Just know that it won't be a burden.
#109 to #108 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
Hi! How are you?

Sorry for the late reply :/
#110 to #109 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Doing a bit better....any word on when your scanner will be working again?
#111 to #110 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
No... It's not that it isn't working, the driver for it isn't compatible...

I took a picture, though...
#112 to #111 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Oh well silly me....forgot.

Anyway, how have you been today?
User avatar #113 to #112 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
Forgot what?

I've been alright... Haven't felt quite like myself, lately...
#114 to #113 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Its nothing,


and why do you say that? did something happen?
#115 to #114 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
Nothing happened... I just don't feel like the 'all-happy' person that I used to be... A lot of things have been able to get to me, recently. Even stuff that hasn't happened. It's just... odd...
#116 to #115 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Well...just try to stay happy and not let too many things get to you. It will only get worse if that happens...
#117 to #116 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
I try, but anything can get to me... I'll see something and it will bring me straight into a bad memory, or something. Same with sounds... Whatever happens, though, I've already made a promise with myself to not let it change me. Plus, MLP/people can help sometimes, so it's good.
#118 to #117 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Well that's nice...things seem to bit better for me this night.....not much bothering me as of right now.
#119 to #118 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
That's good!

What is bothering you, though? Just the normal, or something else?
#120 to #119 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Just the normal but a bit less than usual...I'll give it an hour or so before it starts acting up again.
User avatar #121 to #120 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
Do you know what it is/what's wrong with your ears?
#122 to #121 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
That I do....but all I will say its a physical problem and even though I can attempt to fix it myself its pretty risky and could just make it worse.
#123 to #122 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
Well, that's a good thing... At least you know what it is...

Did anything new or interesting happen lately?
#124 to #123 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Just the new episode.
#125 to #124 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
It was a pretty good one. I'd say it's one of my favorites, but I don't really keep a list of them...
#126 to #125 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Its going to be one of my favorites for sure.
#127 to #126 - dammriver
(12/02/2012) [-]
I see that you posted on Ponyville... Are you going to tell them anything? I'm sure they won't mind...
#128 to #127 - lilmissrarity
(12/02/2012) [-]
Oh right....I was going to tell them today....I'll post it in a few minutes.
#102 - lightingeagle
(12/01/2012) [-]
Hey, Mr.River, I uh. . . read a rumor. . . I think you need to hear it. . .
#103 to #102 - dammriver
(12/01/2012) [-]
Um... Sure... What is it...?
User avatar #104 to #103 - lightingeagle
(12/01/2012) [-]
This guy, his name is lightingeagle. He got all of PV on it too!

He's spreading this rumor saying that you're like, a really cool guy!
#105 to #104 - dammriver
(12/01/2012) [-]
Hehe, I was sorta worried for a minute, for some reason...

So, it's lightningeagle, huh? Welp, looks like I'm adding a name to the list of people who I need to hug...
User avatar #107 to #105 - lightingeagle
(12/01/2012) [-]
Y-You wanna hug. You. . .

PFFT!

I wouldn't be seen with that loser if I was you. . .
User avatar #106 to #105 - dammriver
(12/01/2012) [-]
Domnet.... Lighting, not lightning... Fak
#101 - tjsoup
(11/19/2012) [-]
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