second link messed up :P

Don't have time now so 'll read them later.

Thanks.

Heh, never knew of that site. Thanks.

Happy Holidays to you too!

You're welcome! :]

Thanks

doh http: // feanor. net/z0r/shock/ whiteblack.swf

I don't know what the fuck that is but I can't stop laughing....

me neither man

DAT FILLY GIF- HNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNG

Why? Don't like the attention you get on sunset or something?

You could say that, I suppose. It's just the sheer fact that people are out to "get me" only because of a fucking name.

Well, you can always block specific people, but otherwise I dunno how else you can get some people off you back about things. :/

I could do that, but then it'd just seem like I'm blocking anyone who goes against me. Which I don't want it to seem like that.

Guess all you can do is ignore them, then.

Already tried that. Apparently they just stalk me for a while and thumb me down abhorrently until I "snap", which I haven't yet. Honestly, some of the people here are fucking idiots.

Well, glad to know that they have nothing better to do than stalk some guy across the internet for stupid resons...

Anyways, I need a shower. I'll talk to ya later.

Yeah, some people.

Peace.

> Vampire Knight
> Fruits Basket
> Nana

I've read a few Shojo, so I get what you mean.

Oh cool.
I was in the shower and I was thinking, 'My friendship with idelki is like a really shitty Shojo manga...'

Yeah, guess that's one way to put it...

So, you picturing yourself as the main character and am I some side character that continues showing up making everything awkward or something?

Yeah sorta. And then you get that intense drama section where something's wrong with one of the people and they won't tell the other person and they'll all NUHHHHHH

Happenstomeallthetime.gif

Subtly: Level >9000

The most obviously lie one can make: I'm fine.

Heh.

I'm just not one to be comfortable talking about my problems, but I am doing alright right now.

Worrying: Activated

I always did this with Harmony, pissed him off to no end.
YOUR TURN :D

Yeah well, I'm not one to get pissed off at people.

Really though, I'm alright. Don't worry yourself.

Eh, I'm doing better...

Rather not talk about it so yeah.

Thanks, though.

Well, alright then/

A - I don't have a licence
B - I have no one to take me
C - I'll probably end up being busy with something else at that time

But i'll be damned if I don't get to go the the Milwaukee anime convention within the next few years!

lol that sucks about the not going mainly because i go with the people in my schools anime club but hell when you do go <---

Eh, I don't think there would be enough anime fans/people interested in an anime club if I tried to start one at my high school. Plus, I would suck at organizing it.

Anyways, when I do go it will be fucking AWESOME.

there is a rave and last year i bought a foam light rod that flashes red/green/blue and it could give someone epilepsy

Alright, I don't mind updating it until you can again.

oh and....can you please make it alphabetical this time?

Heh, thanks for reminding me.

I'll make sure to alphabetize it.

So far, is looks amazing <3

Only thing is maybe to have the hair come down a little more, because she does have very long hair. Otherwise, no complaints.

K....I usually just have neck-up crops of the image, so I'll give it longer hair, but it will obviously wont show it right to the end.

Yeah, I understand that. Thanks :3

what colour you want the face?

Normal skin color. I've seen some people just use a different shade of blue on pony versions of Konata, but I'd just like it to be skin color.

That's awesome dude, thanks <3

(sorry for not responding earlier, had accidentally left my account logged in overnight)

no prob.

Hardly worth mentioning. About 50 images or so; mostly gifs.

Ha xD

Think I might upload it.

> say I was going to bed an hour ago
> sit on the front page

Heh.

Anyways that does remind me that I have yet to watch that anime. Been on my list for a while just haven't gotten around to it.

anyways, I am heading off now. I'll talk to you tomorrow :)

based on that comment i should believe you are going offline

anyways if you like the death note kind of anime it will be enjoyable, everyone i know who has seen it enjoys it

and usually quite sane logical or determined characters.......
and then the kind of character who wants to cut someone up with a chainsaw for compact storage when taking them to live with them in Australia

Sounds interesting :3

TWYSTD also encouraged me to check it out, so I'm planning on it.

well i'm exactly 10 minutes into the first episode and i can think of so many uses for this picture


(im still waiting for him to talk on his phone for an activate it)
i think i didnt initially use lelouch because i fainly remember someone using lelouch pictures within the first couple hundred thousand of thread 12
(which may as well been my first thead because i barely posted in thread 11 and that was as a different account which i wont reveal)

*faintly

I consider that a good thing.

Yea It's pretty awesome, because I makes me fell like there are people on funny junk with the same interests!

Hey articfox

What's up?

Pony thread, awaiting the 900k, listening to nightcore, and I'll be watching Breaking Bad & Howel's Moving Castle later on netflix. So I can't complain.

You?

Ponies, Random music..
And just being tired of all the shit.

Yeah, I know what you mean.

A nice hot shower and hot chocolate though really helped my mood.

I'm seriously considering leaving.
I've been here to long, And i'm fading form everyone.

Well, if it helps, I do enjoy your presence on the thread.

If you do leave though, don't delete your account. I just can't stand it when someone does it, because that completely disconnects them from the thread. Yeah, they can make another account, but they end up regretting it.

There in lies the problem.
When i mean leave, i mean, i'm done.
I won't be a brony anymore, And it would hurt to much to come back and see all my old posts.
I'm a very old poster, Idelki.
Past my prime.

I've also an old poster... maybe not quite as old as others, but not far off.

I suppose you are right; you can't stay in once place forever. I sometimes also feel like I've witnessed all the exciting events this thread has to offer. That we've already past through it's 'golden age' and are slowly declining.

Whether or not this is true, whether or not the thread will last for 6 more months or 6 more weeks, I can't help but feel a bit over due for a change of scenery.

I dunno, but either way, you'll always be a brony. You'll always have been part of this community, for the 5 months that it's been alive.

It goes deeper for me though.
Depression, And the thought of the thread dying, Or me being forgotten (Which is the most likely.)
It will push me over the edge.
Finding this place saved my life, And it's like my family.
It is, Quite literally, Tearing me apart.

Not far off from my situation, either. I've been though a lot IRL the past year or so, and this thread has helped me.

Lately though, my bouts of depression have been getting worse and more frequent, and I'm having trouble escaping like I used to.

I used to play Runescape to escape.
I used to watch tons of anime to escape.
I used to read several series of books to escape.
The I have this thread to escape...but it's starting to fail on me...and I don't know why...

I will probably die, To be honest, If it does completely fail.
Nowhere for me to go if it does.
Nothing to help me escape.

I'm really hoping on some other for of happiness, some light at the end of the tunnel, some thing to pick me up and show me the way.


<- doodle I made in class....

Was kind of surprised after I drew it, that I'm a lot more depressed then I thought I was. The sword's positions symbolize different parts of me which, every day, are becoming more and more damaged. The sword piercing through my heart was because, at the time, I was incredibly sad at the realization that I lack any kind of loving relationship outside of family, and it might stay that way for the rest of my life.

Different for me.
Last year, My dad died from alcohol poisoning, When his dad died.
This messed me up quite a bit.
Then, My mom, Being stupid, Took up drinking.
In one of her drunken raves, She told me my dad, Wasn't.
It had been kept from me for 14 years.
Then, For one final nail in the coffin, I found my actual dads grave.
Last week.

Damn, man....I can only just barely comprehend what that must be like to hear.

I say barely because there was a time where my sister got into a really bad accident (her, her friend, and her friend's Dad), and when I was informed that her friend and her friend's Dad had died (my sister only barely alive), I had missheard it for my own father. Until I was corrected, I sat completely shattered for several hours.

My Mom is also an alcoholic, but not really in the 'drunken rave' kind of way. So I kind of know how you feel there.

Hope you get through this. Something I keep telling myself, whether it helps or not, it that it WILL get better. That ending it here, at only 15 years of age, is not worth it. For whatever reason, I keep believing that, because despite being depressed a lot I do get those few euphoric moments where I am happy. And that makes it worth living.

Something I posted on my profile a while ago that I always turn to (along with the video linked in that comment): http://funnyjunk.com/user/idelki/865#865

Hope it helps.

Me to, idelki.