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> hey anon, wanna give your opinion?
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#392 - threscalona
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More like faggyjunk
#457 to #392 - overchaos
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#376 - anon id: 69c4f26f
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"FUNNY"junk
User avatar #387 to #376 - awesomedewd
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funny"JUNK"
#374 - anon id: c9810876
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**** you **** you **** you **** you **** you.

I wish everyday I could kill myself, My mom was brave enough too.

I can't though, I ****** can't i really wish all my friends and family wouldn't just understand and be like, yea, that dude ******* wants to die. and realize that his life is ******* Hell for me, and by living its just ******* torture, so if they would just ******* realize. that it is honestly just better for me to be dead.

I could do it, I could kill myself and it would be over. But i have people who would be crushed.
so i can't, no matter how bad i want to .
#450 to #374 - anon id: 95dc69ab
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Lol faggot
User avatar #325 - Bacula
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I've been seriously contemplating suicide for a good year now, and those thoughts were amplified once i found out that i couldn't enlist in the military because of some misdiagnosis as a kid. I used to live in a trailer with my dad, and the atmosphere and stress in the house was through the roof every minute, and it was so small, with 5 other people. Eventually there was a big blow out with my dad, i spent the night in jail, and i moved out to live with my grandfather, who was my mentor through military school ( At the Oregon Youth Challenge Program). Ever since i got out of that house things started looking up, i wasn't stuck in an environment where everyone could blow up at any moment, it was finally calm. After a few months, my best friend confessed his feelings for me, and any thoughts of suicide were completely gone.

I haven't been this happy in my entire life because besides my time in Military school, this has been the most positive family experience I've had. I also read online that being in extreme states of depression can be helped tremendously if you fall in love with your best friend, i read that the bond is immensely stronger, and i can feel that. All these thoughts are gone, and i feel like I've redeemed myself.

Thought i'd share my experiences, seems like it's worked for me so far because I've had depression for a long ass time and it was going into the breaking point, it wasn't until a year ago that i was actually planning on doing it. I hope this might help someone.
#243 - goonzooz
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I just wanted to say good job us. We are a racist hateful group of people that i am 100% a part of but reading all the comments of everyone here supporting each other and and not taring each other down when it really matters just makes me thankful to be apart of this sight even in the very small way that i am. We are an awesome group of people that i love very much. Keep it real FJ.
User avatar #240 - runescapewasgood
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The last post is right as well as wrong.

You should keep your own life because it will have an effect on those closest to you that is so great that they might do the same to themselves. Yes, that's true. But,

You'll never make change and give up that sort of attitude (if you can and don't have a sort of disorder) if you don't start understanding that you're important and it's for yourself, not just others. That's all.
#184 - ghostofgemini
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I thought about killing myself a few times. More than a 'normal' person should (taking the concept of curiosity into free thought) Never too serious about it, although I knew the how, where, and what my letter would say.

Never did it, obviously. But it gave me perspective. You know how I got over my depression, honestly?

I manned up, and said "I'll be damned if I let this beat me". And from then on, I took everyday, every problem, every challenge on like it would kill me otherwise. Eventually, I did find myself simply 'getting over it'.

Despite what some people argue, it is all in your head, and you can get over it. It ain't easy, and here's why; depression, as a whole is about giving up, on everything. I get that. I've been there. You have to want to win. YOU have to want to be able to look in the mirror and say "I got this". Its something of a gut feeling.

Its a fight. An uphill battle. The question is, are!! you!! strong enough to win? The answer is always yes, it's just whether you realize it yet.
#183 - anon id: 8f9efcf4
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That last one always gets me.
#86 - anon id: 9b290a99
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You know what made me angry at all of this? I'm severely depressed and live basically just to sleep, these posts all have "my best friend" or "My teacher" or "my sister" or some ******* **** like that. You know what? I have ******* noone. No one will care and so far everyone I've ******* come across has been against me.
I have anxiety attacks on the bus and in town, and I have no form of social interaction. I'm treat like a ******* creep and the thing that scares me is that I'm feeling anger instead of sympathy to these posts. I don't plan to an hero
User avatar #90 to #86 - fiveseventwo
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as some one who has tried, I will listen to any one who wants to talk, because there are different reasons why people want to die, I write no one off, you never know what someone else has been through, why they are the way they are. To anyone who shrugs you off, **** em, some of my best friends are people who I never even had the desire to talk to, hell some are people I flat out hated, where are you from? what's your story? why are you?
#109 to #90 - anon id: 9b290a99
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I'm from a backward town in the north of england. My family have always been poor and that's affected me greatly. The only highschool I could've gone to was a ****** little ghetto that had racial gangs, drugs dens at the back of the school and police on duty during opening hours. I've always been a shy kid, and when I was put into highschool I had been taken away from what few friends I had. In the first 4 weeks, I was held up against a wall by the neck and was threatened with a knife. My mom saw my injuries and decided to take me out of school and home school me at the age of 12. I use the term homeschooling loosely however, as there was no teaching involved. I would stay at home all day on the internet or playing video games. About a year later when I was 13, my grandma who was living with us and supporting us financially died of lung cancer(This is when I discovered 4chan which added to my ****** up mental state). Continued------>
User avatar #114 to #109 - fiveseventwo
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how old are you now?
#117 to #114 - anon id: 9b290a99
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Recently turned 19
User avatar #127 to #117 - fiveseventwo
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I'm going to sleep now, but I will be back on tomorrow. Good night.
#133 to #127 - anon id: 9b290a99
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Night
User avatar #123 to #117 - fiveseventwo
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do you have an account? (I'd like for you to have my number if you need someone to talk or text but don't want that out in the open) I'm from Texas, so it is a bit of a drive if you ever needed anything, but I've been the guy people use to vent on for a long time, it gives me a sense of purpose, who knows, talking with a random stranger may help you find yours.
#131 to #123 - anon id: 9b290a99
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I appreciate the offer, but I don't have the money to phone overseas nor do I feel comfortable with the whole phone thing. Honestly though, you've been a big help to me tonight and you've put a smile on my face by just listening. I'm just happy to know that there's good people willing to talk to people like me. Everyone I've tried to reach out to like this in the past has just regarded me as an attention seeker or a loner creep. Hopefully I can meet someone like you nearby at some point.
Thanks mate, you've really helped me
#111 to #109 - anon id: 9b290a99
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My mom had a breakdown and we had to move to a ****** little council house on the outskirts of town. I spent around 4 years staying indoors for months at a time, this is where my depression formed because I wasn't living, just existing. My social anxiety was too crippling for me to meet any friends and this just made me spiral into depression further because my best attempts would be futile. When I was 17, I got a job at my dad's workplace loading sofas into trucks for a considerable sum of money monthly. Continued--------->
#112 to #111 - anon id: 9b290a99
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My mom had another kid, my little brother and he would scream the house down. It was too stressful for me, so I moved out into a ****** little apartment quite far away from my parent's house. Now my parents don't have time for me because of my 11 year old sister and x aged brother. I don't have any people to talk to other than a few dutch guys I barely know on skype. I just want to live my life and not just exist, but I'm held back by so many factors.
Thanks for listening, I don't know when I've last vented to someone.
User avatar #108 to #86 - dukeofbattle
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Hey buddy, I'm getting ready to go to bed but how about you PM me and we can have a good ass conversation tomorrow. Not everyone is an asshole (even though a lot are) sometimes you just gotta dig deep through the **** to get to the gold.
#115 to #108 - anon id: 9b290a99
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Thanks for the offer, but I'm fine
User avatar #41 - Taintstabber
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The 5th picture in that post hit me right in the feels.
User avatar #38 - mrtrollslayer
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I don't know whether to feel good...or terrible...
User avatar #186 - tacogrenade
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stupid **** like this piss me off... everyone has problems.. and life only gets harder.. but its not how hard you hit, its how hard u can get hit.

so quit being such pussy, drop that frown and pick upp a bong tahah
User avatar #37 - forfucksakes
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User avatar #230 - tarnis
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Had no thoughts of suicide till I found this facebook ****.
User avatar #43 - notguitaraddict
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"hang in there"
sounds like the teacher was subtley telling them to do it
#44 - lamarsmithgot
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#397 - respectyourmom
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