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#392 - threscalona
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(01/07/2014) [-]
More like faggyjunk
#457 to #392 - overchaos
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#383 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I've been having suicidal thoughts for a little while now.

They actually intensified today & I just happened to stumble upon this.

Thank you OP.

#374 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
**** you **** you **** you **** you **** you.

I wish everyday I could kill myself, My mom was brave enough too.

I can't though, I ****** can't i really wish all my friends and family wouldn't just understand and be like, yea, that dude ******* wants to die. and realize that his life is ******* Hell for me, and by living its just ******* torture, so if they would just ******* realize. that it is honestly just better for me to be dead.

I could do it, I could kill myself and it would be over. But i have people who would be crushed.
so i can't, no matter how bad i want to .
#450 to #374 - anon
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(01/08/2014) [-]
Lol faggot
#361 - anon
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#388 to #355 - awesomedewd
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(01/07/2014) [-]
That's actually the other way around.
If you're not really depressed or have any suicidal thoughts and stat this **** on tumblr, you're an attention whore.

Don't know since when the meaning of a attention whore spread to everyone who wants some to talk to.
#390 to #388 - icewraith
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#391 to #390 - awesomedewd
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(01/07/2014) [-]
Then they aren't depressed...
Just attention whores.

btw, no reason to thumb me down, I wasn't the one thumbing you down either. If it wasn't you, don't mind it.
#393 to #391 - icewraith
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#394 to #393 - awesomedewd
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(01/07/2014) [-]
No, you're just saying:
"Anybody who is one the internet and says he's depressed or wants to commit suicide is a attention whore"

While I say:
"Anybody who is one the internet and says he's depressed or wants to commit suicide, but actually isn't, is a attention whore"
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#329 - deathpwn
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I have depression, but i've never thought of suicide or anything. Several close friends do pretty often though, and i'm pretty sure knowing that i'm helping to keep them alive is curing my depression. Funny how things work
I have depression, but i've never thought of suicide or anything. Several close friends do pretty often though, and i'm pretty sure knowing that i'm helping to keep them alive is curing my depression. Funny how things work
#321 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
that last one upset me some. just reminded me of how i dont have most of those people in my life, im a dissapointment to my father, my mother didnt aswere my calls on this christmas, my best friend in the world never wants to speak to me again, and girlfriend of three years left me nearly half a year ago

"It's been too hard living, but I'm afraid to die"

that quote really sums up my life right now

#240 - runescapewasgood
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(01/07/2014) [-]
The last post is right as well as wrong.

You should keep your own life because it will have an effect on those closest to you that is so great that they might do the same to themselves. Yes, that's true. But,

You'll never make change and give up that sort of attitude (if you can and don't have a sort of disorder) if you don't start understanding that you're important and it's for yourself, not just others. That's all.
#229 - jtapia
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I definitley shed a tear. On my way back from work there is an intersection that is a main street and a freeway. Cars coming into the city charge at like 60 miles an hour.. for a second I actually thought about jumping in front of a car. I'm $8000 in debt to my city with no job and I have to help support a family of 6, really 8 but two sisters away for college. I hate myself for thinking that..
#224 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
makes me feel grateful for all of the support I have. I will never take it for granted and assume others are not suffering just because I am happy. Alway consider that suicide is something we are all at risk of even if we never feel the need to.
#192 - LaughAtYou
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(01/07/2014) [-]
After seeing depression and suicide attempts first hand, I can say it affects more people then you could possibly know. My now best friend was suicidal for quite a few months, even remember talking her out of it some nights while staying up till 4 in the morning knowing I had a test the next day for my final year in school. But all I know is that it was all worth it in the end to save the grief, her family, other friends and myself would have had to go through if she succeeded.

She is now recovered and back to the way she was before she went through this stage. Just shows you can get over it.
#178 - Nubdog
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I'm kinda glad I saw this post, it made me a little happy. I'm pretty sure I have moderate/severe depression (haven't been diagnosed) for a while now and it's a struggle everyday, especially when I'm alone it's unbearable. One of my close friends/love interest is a recovering addict (coke, meth, heroin, etc.) and it's terrible knowing she's so young and struggling just to stay sober. I've tried talking to friends, but they usually try and end the conversation quick, so I don't really have many to talk to. That's why I love this site, I get to come here and have some laughs and feels and talk to whoever. I love you guys
#152 - lumberjackery
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(01/07/2014) [-]
so the homeless guy who had his pictures taken tried to self-immolate himself twice? or what did he mean by burned? that is a horrible thing to imagine someone doing to themselves, the picture of the tibetan monk who immolated himself in protest makes for some bad feels.
#86 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
You know what made me angry at all of this? I'm severely depressed and live basically just to sleep, these posts all have "my best friend" or "My teacher" or "my sister" or some ******* **** like that. You know what? I have ******* noone. No one will care and so far everyone I've ******* come across has been against me.
I have anxiety attacks on the bus and in town, and I have no form of social interaction. I'm treat like a ******* creep and the thing that scares me is that I'm feeling anger instead of sympathy to these posts. I don't plan to an hero
#90 to #86 - fiveseventwo
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(01/07/2014) [-]
as some one who has tried, I will listen to any one who wants to talk, because there are different reasons why people want to die, I write no one off, you never know what someone else has been through, why they are the way they are. To anyone who shrugs you off, **** em, some of my best friends are people who I never even had the desire to talk to, hell some are people I flat out hated, where are you from? what's your story? why are you?
#109 to #90 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I'm from a backward town in the north of england. My family have always been poor and that's affected me greatly. The only highschool I could've gone to was a ****** little ghetto that had racial gangs, drugs dens at the back of the school and police on duty during opening hours. I've always been a shy kid, and when I was put into highschool I had been taken away from what few friends I had. In the first 4 weeks, I was held up against a wall by the neck and was threatened with a knife. My mom saw my injuries and decided to take me out of school and home school me at the age of 12. I use the term homeschooling loosely however, as there was no teaching involved. I would stay at home all day on the internet or playing video games. About a year later when I was 13, my grandma who was living with us and supporting us financially died of lung cancer(This is when I discovered 4chan which added to my ****** up mental state). Continued------>
#114 to #109 - fiveseventwo
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(01/07/2014) [-]
how old are you now?
#117 to #114 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
Recently turned 19
#127 to #117 - fiveseventwo
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I'm going to sleep now, but I will be back on tomorrow. Good night.
#133 to #127 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
Night
#123 to #117 - fiveseventwo
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(01/07/2014) [-]
do you have an account? (I'd like for you to have my number if you need someone to talk or text but don't want that out in the open) I'm from Texas, so it is a bit of a drive if you ever needed anything, but I've been the guy people use to vent on for a long time, it gives me a sense of purpose, who knows, talking with a random stranger may help you find yours.
#131 to #123 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I appreciate the offer, but I don't have the money to phone overseas nor do I feel comfortable with the whole phone thing. Honestly though, you've been a big help to me tonight and you've put a smile on my face by just listening. I'm just happy to know that there's good people willing to talk to people like me. Everyone I've tried to reach out to like this in the past has just regarded me as an attention seeker or a loner creep. Hopefully I can meet someone like you nearby at some point.
Thanks mate, you've really helped me
#111 to #109 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
My mom had a breakdown and we had to move to a ****** little council house on the outskirts of town. I spent around 4 years staying indoors for months at a time, this is where my depression formed because I wasn't living, just existing. My social anxiety was too crippling for me to meet any friends and this just made me spiral into depression further because my best attempts would be futile. When I was 17, I got a job at my dad's workplace loading sofas into trucks for a considerable sum of money monthly. Continued--------->
#112 to #111 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
My mom had another kid, my little brother and he would scream the house down. It was too stressful for me, so I moved out into a ****** little apartment quite far away from my parent's house. Now my parents don't have time for me because of my 11 year old sister and x aged brother. I don't have any people to talk to other than a few dutch guys I barely know on skype. I just want to live my life and not just exist, but I'm held back by so many factors.
Thanks for listening, I don't know when I've last vented to someone.
#108 to #86 - dukeofbattle
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(01/07/2014) [-]
Hey buddy, I'm getting ready to go to bed but how about you PM me and we can have a good ass conversation tomorrow. Not everyone is an asshole (even though a lot are) sometimes you just gotta dig deep through the **** to get to the gold.
#115 to #108 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
Thanks for the offer, but I'm fine
#84 - Sataria
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I hate people who are suicidal are selfish. How is it selfish to hate yourself so much you want to take away your own life but it's not selfish to want to drag someone who hates themselves on in life just so aren't sad?
#140 to #84 - Berzer
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(01/07/2014) [-]
being selfish is doing something without considering the effects it has on someone else. Yes both are forms of selfishness. the difference is one can help many (no matter how small) with the hope that the single person in pain will see that they do have an effect on others, and a positive one at that. while the other could destroy (mentally and physically) many in the hope that one person can end a suffering that may not even be permanent, especially if the proper help or support is requested and/or given
#80 - alliecatisback
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I couldn't make it halfway through this post before I burst into tears. It was the last post however that struck me the hardest. I've lost a friend to suicide and I wonder what would happen if he had been able to see things like this. If he had stopped and come to me for help. Every time I see something like this I'm reminded that even though I lost someone the battle isn't over. There are still some people fighting depression and the thought of suicide. I know I still have that struggle. If anyone is facing this struggle now, and needs someone to talk with feel free to send me a message. You've all become my closest friends and family I couldn't stand the of losing any of you.
#77 - anon
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(01/07/2014) [-]
ive thought about killing myself a bunch; depression, etc.
my problem is that im selfish, and i lack empathy for anybody. if it has nothing to do with me, i dont give a ****. i regard myself as a bad person. and im also a pessimist, so it comes down to this;
i hate myself, and i know i need to change how i think and feel to be better, but i dont really think it can happen. also small dick is full grown. so theres that too. amongst other stuff.
i dont want responses to this so im posting anon, but if you know me, youll know who i am. dont find me
#38 - mrtrollslayer
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(01/07/2014) [-]
I don't know whether to feel good...or terrible...
#34 - dumbbootch
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(01/07/2014) [-]
that last one...oh god that last one, made me feel the feels i never wanted to feel again
#2 - rikter
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(01/06/2014) [-]
Suicide certainly is a puzzler.