Your existence came without reason, evolution fights for survival but what is your species surviving for? If it is surviving for something, how will it benefit from it once it acquires it?
Absolutely nothing.
Your actions should be like life itself, rational within the accepted limit of irrationality,
yet fitting with one's personal desires even if they lack a benefit.
Is going too far really too far?
It is for those that seek rationality in the midst of irrationality,
it isn't for those who accept the chaos and disorder they live in.