Recently me and my ex started talking again. To me it was just as friends and we became close, to her I guess it was more. Today she called me and said "Iloveyouiloveyouiloveyou" about 10 times in a row fast. I thought of Lilly crying into Hisao in the field. I wanted to laugh and say "you idiot" and feel happy for once. However, I couldn't, I just didn't feel the same. So I sat in silence thinking about Lilly and Hisao being happy while I sit alone wishing I could feel what he does.