Lately I've been pretty down in the dumps. I've been pretty anxious, depressed, and just overall sad. A few days ago I was supposed to write a 4 page in class essay on A Midsummer Night's Dream but instead I sat there staring at a blank paper with my name and the title of the essay written on it. For an hour and a half I didn't move a single muscle but all I could think about was just how I'm sitting here wasting my parents hard earned money on a semester I'm not even taking seriously. I've been fighting whether or not I should drop out of college.
Lately I've been going back to Katawa Shoujo again and its only making me feel a lot worse at times. I never really liked Shizune's path but I finished it and it hit me pretty hard. Not in the way where I cried but it hit me on how alike I am in those situations.
Does anyone else experience feelings like this? What should I do? I seek sanctuary from fictional people and it's only bringing me down.