nah, everyones got different interests and theres no reason why you should be ashamed of one.

But it actually affected me, like I want to better myself

theres nothing wrong with that either. If anything you should be proud of this game and be happy you want to be a better person.

But it shouldn't be a cartoon girl push me in that direction

not at all, I mean i wouldnt go around telling people that. but i believe everyone has a want to do good in this world and just need a push to do so, although those pushes may come from different things such as religion, movies, games, ect., ect., yours just happens to fall in a category you're unfamiliar with

that I'm right

The color of that gif bothered me

oh thanks and this one seems to be smoother as well

I can't english