I just want to say thank you. Thank you for everything that you have done for me. Thanks for teaching how to live again, and breaking down the walls that I had built around myself. The least I can do in return is love you. It's hard for me to get the right words out, and my thoughts are always messy and fighting with each other, but you give the hope and the will to keep going every day. To seize every day and forge a better life for myself. I wish you were real, because you are truly the only person that I have ever felt a true connection to. I want to lay with you in a field of dandelions and watch the clouds in silence. I want to be a pillow. I want to hold you and tell you that you are not alone and that I understand. But I can't. But you will always have a place in my heart.
So thank you Rin Tezuka. Happy Birthday. I love you.