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User avatar #87 - useroftheLOLZ
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(09/10/2013) [-]
I have said it once before, and I think it should be said again, suicide caused by depression is often times the lesser of two evils for the victims. I have seen those two paths, and have seen the demons that face the road of standing back up.

It's not easy, no one will ever be there to help you because they simply cannot see how deep you truly are.

There are no tools that can be given to you, that will help you face what lies ahead.

Everything you do, you will do for yourself, by yourself, and the whole world will be against you, every god for ******* saken, step of the way.

So you harden your emotions, or kill them, you kill your love because that is what mostly likely got you there in the first place, your pride becomes loathing, but you never stop caring for those who are around you, who are just like you, facing the same exact **** you are, and though you want to help them, you don't, because just like them, you know that this is something you both have to face on your own,

So you forge a blade of cynicism, a regis of realism, and armor made of numb, you do it because that's is the only thing that is going to let you kill your demons, because you can't drown them with emotions, your demons can swim. And when you face your demons, you find it's never enough, your blade dulls, your regis dents, and your armor shatters, so you put it back together, a little stronger this time, and you hope that next time, it works, but it never does.

And whats worse is the fact that you know exactly how narrow, the road your walking is on, it is not a road, or bridge, you walk on the edge of a knife, on one side, a fate worse then death, on the other, death itself.

But what hurts the most is when you get out, and realize that you are completely different, and you hate what you become, you hate what you did to survive, you loath yourself because you became a prisoner of your own device by creating your fate worse than death.
User avatar #355 to #87 - EpicWin
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(09/11/2013) [-]
Very good way to describe it. The only thing i would add is that for most people Happiness is like a state. It last a while. For me at least and maybe those others who suffer depression is happiness is more like a moment than a state. It just doesn't last and there are few things that actually do make me happy at all when I'm in a severe depression
User avatar #297 to #87 - garymotherfinoak
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(09/10/2013) [-]
Becoming hard and unkind does not kill your demons, it just reincarnates them.
#281 to #87 - goblingang
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#276 to #87 - noutvissers
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(09/10/2013) [-]
Sir, your comment, copied or written yourself, is amazing.
Never have I ever seen someone describe that feeling so well.
I have no appropriate image in my reaction folder for you.
No words are enough, but goddamn, you did it.

#165 to #87 - patatapatata
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(09/10/2013) [-]
that's deep man
#113 to #87 - anon id: addf3da7
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Godamn man. I don't know if you wrote that or you copied it from somewhere else, that hits the nail on the head.
User avatar #236 to #113 - useroftheLOLZ
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(09/10/2013) [-]
I really did write that
User avatar #92 to #87 - luthervonappledorf
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(09/10/2013) [-]
You magnificent bastard.