>be 16, been dating this girl for a good year and 3 months
>have our fights but i love her no matter what
>homecoming at our school, she breaks up with me before it
>says she loves me, but i see her with some new guy
>go home and cry in my room
>weeks go by she is with him
>call her one night and tell her i love her and miss her.
>says she feels the same, ditches new fag and goes back with me
>so happy with her
>tell her i love her everyday
>ditch girl who was my best friend and stop doing social things because they bothered her.
>became huge ass hole to people who were my best friends for her.
>thought i was gonna be with her forever
>new semester at school, we have biology together
>sweet, i get to see her every morning.
>second day into the semester she doesn't talk to me in bio
>maybe she is tired, don't let it ruin anything
>walk her to her next class, kiss her and tell her i love her
>she walks away without saying she loves me
>think she just forgot, no big deal
>end of the day go to her locker to see her look upset
>says she doesn't want to be with me anymore
>i laugh and try to play it off as a joke and i wait for her to join in.
>no laughing shes serious.
>i try my best not to cry like a little bitch while her cunty friends are there
>ask her why she did this and says she just doesn't want to be with me anymore
>says "its not you, its me"
>raged as ****, i ask if there is someone else
>says no, she just wants to be alone
>cry like a little bitch
>next day at school see her with guy from homecoming
>get raged, just don't think about anything all day
>i grow some balls and try to talk to her three days after she dumped me
>as why she doesn't want me anymore
>she laughs and walks away
>I'm at all time low
>go home, take a bunch of meds
>feeling tired, i go to sleep
>wake up five hours later
>**** **** mother ******. i was hoping i wouldn't wake up
>go on computer, its been five days since i got dumped
>see that all she does is talk about said douche bag from homecoming
>realize she isn't coming back.
>been drunk all weekend
>non stop feels
>i want to hate her but i cant.
>love her to much
>why does it have to hurt so much?
>whats wrong with me?
don' t fucking cry