my life (read description). hello, i am 17 now, and i moved in with my father and step-mom after a lenghty 16 year hardship with my mother, after everything tha
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hello, i am 17 now, and i moved in with my father and step-mom after a lenghty 16 year hardship with my mother, after everything that has happened, i wonder "how am i still alive?" so here we go

ever since i lived with my mother, which was when i was 4, to me, everything seemed ok, until i turned 11 when things started to go down and i realized it. let's skip to me being 14.

there was never any food in the house, literally. i would beg for money or food or something to drink because my mother didn't bother, i was emotionally abused for years being with her, and i was neglected, she was never around. she was too busy doing her thing. while she was out having fun, i was stuck in the house, dieing of hunger. the pain was terrible. i didn't even want to live if this was the life i was going to have. fast forward to the summer of me going into gr.12, so i was 16

my mom was excellent at this. she brainwashed me into living with her in a city hours away from where i lived before, where all of my friends and family lived. we moved into a single bedroom apartment, naturally she was the one who got the room...and a bed, i slept on the floor or sat with my back against the wall pretty well crying myself to sleep. she still never got any food leaving me to once again starve. i noramlly don't like school, but i was glad school was coming up to leave the horrid place. but she never signed me up.

here comes a bad thing for me to see, i read a book she made back in highschool, and i noticed she wrote a letter to "my unborn baby", i read it and litteraly ran on the streets bawling my eyes out. what i saw shock me up and still does to this day, she wrote how she never wanted me and was going to abort me becuase i will ruin her life...thanks mom, there for me once again eh!

my life was a mess, i always tried to look happy becuase i didn't want anybody getting ********* . i wore a fake smile for 14 years. i am glad i got away from her. but every time i think of what my childhood was like, i still wonder " how and why am i still alive?!?" i do show my emotions ever. but this is nice to finally let this out. thank you for listening, and i am glad i no longer live with that monster!

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#14 - jimmyneubtron (02/08/2013) [-]
What a 						*******					 bitch
What a ******* bitch
#3 - kyman (02/07/2013) [+] (2 replies)
i admire your courage. although i haven't suffered as bad as you, i too hit a low point due to bullying. right now years later i'm a senior in college, an army rotc cadet and i'm a pilot now. i wish you the best of luck and i hope you can find your motivation to put this past behind you so you can carve out a better future for yourself.
#10 - rety (02/07/2013) [-]
User avatar #6 - schnizel ONLINE (02/07/2013) [+] (2 replies)
Stay strong.
User avatar #1 - deltawolf (02/07/2013) [-]
***** why you give me feels
#13 - anonymous (02/08/2013) [-]
I admire your courage, to spell it out like this, and also admire your hardiness in succeeding to deal with such crap for so long. As the youngest sister in a family of 7 I have too felt the pain negligence. Keep fighting the good fight, babe! <3
#12 - anonymous (02/08/2013) [-]
Oh god, I'd thumb this up as to let people see, but saying it's "Funny" seems... Ah, what the hell. Glad to hear you made it to the other side. It always brightens me to hear such good tidings. I really hope you get a better life from now on (or at least from when you moved, as long as possible, anyways) and that you will be able to move on and not fret over you mother. You have done nothing to deserve such a horrible fate.

Live long and prosper.
#11 - anonymous (02/07/2013) [-]
So when are you going to an hero?
#9 - huehuehueone (02/07/2013) [-]
also et tu feelus?
User avatar #2 - awesomeruben (02/07/2013) [-]
the feels..
User avatar #15 - annoos (02/08/2013) [+] (2 replies)
So.. what now? where are you now? how are you living as a 17 year old?
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