Hello FunnyJunkers, this is my first post ever. And I just need to know what to do as I am confused.
Anyway, I went through a breakup recently about a few days before Thanksgiving, she said she broke up with me because I'm away at college which is only 1 1/2 hours away mind you all and she couldn't deal with not seeing me for weeks at a time. Now we dated for a whole year and we had our arguments here and there but I always told her people argue and I also told her that things will get better.
Okay so she breaks up with me and stuff so my plans for Thanksgiving are ruined. But I also have a best friend who is a girl. She helped me when my now ex broke up with me and we had planned to hang out over the Thanksgiving break and then my feelings for her start to come back. I've liked her for awhile but that when away when I was in a relationship. And so I actually spent Thanksgiving day and Black Friday with her and it was great, I had never been happier, her family is nice and wonderful and I assume they liked me. Me and my best friend we now text each other everyday basically all the time. We say good morning to each other and good night. And she just makes me really happy when I'm texting her. And I really do like her. I compliment her on stuff and I tell her that I think she is attractive but she says that she doesn't think she is.
She says how she feels unwanted and how maybe one day someone will see how she is worth. I don't know if she has a clue that I have feelings for her. It's finals week and when I come home she is going on a cruise for 8 days which sucks. When she gets back we plan on hanging out together a lot(we're supposed to see The Hobbit and watch a few Christmas movies). She's having a Christmas party in a few hours and I can't make it because of school and the unavailability of a ride and I know she wanted me there.
I'm sorry for such a long post but I am really in a place where I don't know what to do. I just need help fellow FunnyJunkers, just some advice a finger to the right direction. Thanks