Yeah, yeah.. I know. It's feels, not funny. But I have been sitting on this video for a couple years and only shown a handful of people. My intentions when I put this together was to help people see that it's not all bad.. Unfortunately, people from my family saw this video and flipped a sh!t so I made it private as not to hurt them. But I am ready for it to be out. For people to find some hope in my story. Thanks guise..