Hey guys. I just wanna thank you ahead of time if you're gonna take your time to read this. So basically I've been datng this girl for about 13 months now. The thing is.. there's just not that spark anymore. I don't know if I'm happy anymore, or if she's 'the one'. I think it's safe to say that I love her, but I just don't know if I can go on pretending I'm happy. We had a talk a week or two ago about this, about how close we are and if it's not the safest thing (in high school by the way), because the closer we are, the further we grow apart. I said that I thought it was too early to dedicate ourselves to each other like this. We resolved the whole debate and now she is hanging out with her friends more, as am I, talking a little less, and she moved out of our locker, because we had shared one in school. Even after that talk though I'm not sure if it has done much. I just want to be happy around her. She isn't really the same it seems. We used to be energetic and be able to talk about anything and everything together, now it's just gone.. I have to pretend I'm not as bored as I really am when I'm with her. We were possibly going to have sex soon, and I know she wants to have it with the person she'll spend the rest of her life with, and I'm not sure where our future is headed, so I might have to turn it down honestly. I don't know if this is something simple to resolve, or if I should just tell her even more than what I have, or I might just have to end it, so I came to you guys in hope someone might have a good answer. If just a few of you guys could give a heartful response it would be much appreciated. Thanks so much, friends.
Here's a nice slow song to listen to that adds the "feel" affect; www.youtube.com/watch?v=pONIDou-MbA