Awesome. I thought I was the only one. I get you dude.

Sir why you gotta be this way? sometimes you just gotta feel

You want me to feel? Sorry, I'm all out of feels to give. After losing my mother, grandmother and grandfather within a year this kind of shit seems very small. I don't understand what it is about this community I'm a part of that makes a big goddamned deal over such arbitrary bullshit. Perhaps I should write a very sad story about how my biological dad never fucking came to see me when I was younger, or perhaps I should make a fucking sad documentary of how my step-dad's sanity is slowly going down the flusher because my mother died three years ago. Maybe I should post a very somber story of how my little sister had to see my dead mother after she shot herself in the head. Maybe I should explain, in detail, how fucking awful it felt not seeing my mother at my graduation. So no, I don't need to feel. I don't ever WANT to feel again. So take your treasure pile of ignorance and shove it.

Go an hero already

Fuck suicide. My mom went that route and I'll be damned if I follow it.

Then you are a very strong individual and i salute you for all that youve been through. And i hope that life goes smoothly in your future endeavors.

Thank you and may the wind be at your back.