That feel

vacillantfall

Channel: feels

You know that feeling when you realize you lost the closest friend of your life... Despite the fact you both live so far away. She didn't even say goodbye... I feel so empty now. I'm sorry for ranting, I just need support honestly.. I would've given anything for Lexie... She's so wonderful. She just up and left my life. Idk how to take this.. Help or something. Make it go away...

Tags: upset | feels | losing someone | Life

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Submitted:	03/13/2014

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#38 - nagafever (03/13/2014) [-]

You think you got it bad? 16 years of family abuse + adhd + forced memory loss / repressed feelings all built up and just started releasing 1 month ago. It ain't normal for a 19 year old boy who hasn't cried since he was 3 years old to cry out of the blue for no reason

#47 to #38 - anon (03/14/2014) [-]

Write your own post about it, then we'll help you. Don't bitch that you're not getting enough attention on someone else's post.

#60 - keepyourselfalive (03/21/2014) [-]

#41 - jstumps (03/13/2014) [-]

Condolences? I'm not good with this.
Take this to make you feel better

#48 - hammigokoala (03/14/2014) [-]

Dude she'll come back, there's no reason why she wouldn't. People just don't throw away a great friendship like that. She'll realise that you were there for her and that you cared, maybe not tomorrow but it will happen.
Chin up

#37 - deadlyfoez (03/13/2014) [-]

**deadlyfoez rolled a random image posted in comment #7867293 at Safe For Work Random Board **
Friendzone taken away?

Show us a pic of her and then we'll tell you if you are an idiot or worthy of us feeling sorry for you.

#39 to #37 - vacillantfall [OP](03/13/2014) [-]

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#50 to #39 - deadlyfoez (03/14/2014) [-]

Is that you, her, or just some random pic? If it is that girl then she is ugly, mangy, and you are certainly an idiot.

#55 to #50 - vacillantfall [OP](03/14/2014) [-]

her.

#59 to #55 - deadlyfoez (03/14/2014) [-]

**deadlyfoez rolled a random image posted in comment #140 at My country - polandball **
Kill it with fire.

#35 - anon (03/13/2014) [-]

Okay, here's a girls method of what to do:
-Buy a whole ******** of icecream or strawberries or oreos, whatever you enjoy and don't usually buy a lot of.
-Get together what reminds you of her. Photos, presents from her, everything that comes to your mind.
-You were both fans of some film or tv series? Great, put in the DVD or go on netflix and open it.
-Get yourself a day off from work (or just don't make any plans for saturday).
Now your step-by-step instructions:
-Don't get up on your day. Stay in bed as long as you want to.
-Get all those things that remind you of her arround you. Cuddle with it or whatever, cry like a little girl.
-Watch your favourite series all day and night long, or watch your movie again and again and again until you can't cry anymore. Maybe read old convos again.
-Eat icecream/strawberries/oreos

#36 to #35 - anon (03/13/2014) [-]

And now, the last and most important step.
-Again, gather the things around you that remind you of her. Say Goodbye to her. Say everything you always wanted to say to her. And then put those things away, in some kind of small chest. Hide it, go to sleep. Get up the next morning and you will feel empty, but do something now. Make some plans, go to work, whatever, just try to act as normal as possible. Try to function.

#11 - flemsdfer (03/13/2014) [-]

That's rough, man. I'd say not to let it get you down, but I know it will for awhile.

#12 to #11 - vacillantfall [OP](03/13/2014) [-]

I'll try not. I'll prob just drown myself in it tonight and try to press on tomorrow. I don't know. Sorry for being a little bitch, I just needed to let it out. And FunnyJunk, despite it's financial struggles, is such a healthy place to let feelings out because people on here care, or at least pretend enough to make it feel like they do. And that helps to know someone even though I'll never know who do care. I can't appreciate it enough.

#14 to #12 - flemsdfer (03/13/2014) [-]

Doesn't matter how big you are. The heart hurts, man.

What you guys had wasn't really called off officially was it? Maybe she'll get back in touch with you.

#16 to #14 - vacillantfall [OP](03/13/2014) [-]

I hope she does. She means everything. And we weren't ever dating, but, we were always close. And I don't know if things are off or what. She hasn't spoken to me. I doubt she will...

#18 to #16 - flemsdfer (03/13/2014) [-]

You never know. My parents were together and not in contact for years at a time after they first met. People can leave and then later decide that they preferred the company of what they had.

#19 to #18 - vacillantfall [OP](03/13/2014) [-]

Yeah, you're right . Ijust wish I knew an answer to why, ya know? Idk. I'll try to push this down. I tend to block tons out, I'll prob do that for thsi too.

#23 to #19 - flemsdfer (03/13/2014) [-]

I can feel ya on that one. It's almost like you were cheated by not getting an answer. Like you feel if they can put you through this kind of punishment, they can at least give you a talk before they go. Everyone deserves a talk at least.

#24 to #23 - vacillantfall [OP](03/13/2014) [-]

Yeah. Pretty much on key right there. It's just so sucky. I just... Idk. Thank you for listening and helping flemsdfer I appreciate it. It's the users like you on here that make FunnyJunk lively.

#25 to #24 - flemsdfer (03/13/2014) [-]

Thank you. I have done this before, myself so I know how you feel during it. Just try and keep strong. Emerge yourself with friends if you can. Go out and have a good time. Play video games, catch frogs, shoot pool. Anything that you can have fun with.

#26 to #25 - vacillantfall [OP](03/13/2014) [-]

I do YouTube for fun. You can see in the convo with another guy I mentioned it, but that's what I do for fun. And, I'm glad you're better from what happened with you.

#29 to #26 - flemsdfer (03/13/2014) [-]

Just take it as a note, that you'll be better after this happened to you too.

#30 to #29 - vacillantfall [OP](03/13/2014) [-]

I will man. I will..

#1 - sinery (03/13/2014) [-]

Try ponies.

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#51 - angelmitskano (03/14/2014) [-]

I don't care how this makes me sound but you seriously need to grow up. "Oh boo-hoo my friend isn't talking to me anymore. Wah wah wah." Are you 10 year old little girl? This happens all the damn time. If you are an adult or at least close to being one, you should seriously act like it. It's ok to feel sad and miss her a bit, but it's not ok to be all "I feel so empty, help me please, make it go away." Ugh this pisses me off so much! If that girl really cared about you do you think she would just never talk to you again over an argument? She either found you convenient or she just still upset. Either way, it's nothing to get all emo over. Learn to depend on yourself. To survive in this world, you can't turn into a blubbering baby everytime someone ditches you.

#58 - scootabot (03/14/2014) [-]

Are girls as worried about losing their virginity as men are?

#57 - MikeDaBAMF (03/14/2014) [-]

This makes me smile every time.

#56 - weeniss (03/14/2014) [-]

While I do not know what it's like to lose someone close that's far away I do know what it's like to lose someone very close to me (house fire) and it hurts a whole ******* lot, I'm here if you ever wanna chitty chat dood

#54 - VincentKing ONLINE (03/14/2014) [-]

Things will get better, trust me. I had something similar last year with a friend I made on here. We would joke around a lot and have fun, but one day she did sent a message saying "Don't talk to me again or I'll report you for some crap" thats the short version, message is long gone, and she hasn't logged in since. It does hurt knowing that they are gone, but you have to move on and accept it as life.

#52 - adtrfreak (03/14/2014) [-]

God this is soo relevant.... So I dated my best friend my senior year in High school (class of 2013) who I had known since 7th grade. 90% of High school was with this girl and the memories are endless... We dated up until about 2 weeks ago (we had been living together for about 8 months, yeah maybe too soon but it worked and it was not the problem). Well anyway she just ended things out of nowhere and we didnt talk for like a week. I can get over the relationship but she was the person I went to for everything. We've started hanging out a wee bit but its not the same. We talk about maybe rekindling things but most of all we want to get to the point again where we are at least just best friends but its hard because of circumstances.... Anyway I don't want to bore you all anymore about that..... Bro, things will work out I promise! I should seriously take my own advice... But really let whatever happen, happen. I'm assuming you're between 16 and 22.... You've got plenty of life left and will find someone who will be there for you even more and you'll be able to make new memories and you'll be happy again. Stay strong man! Message me or something if you need a friend to confide too I get what you're going through

#49 - bossguycumsplash ONLINE (03/14/2014) [-]

Would a dance thread help?

#53 to #49 - VincentKing ONLINE (03/14/2014) [-]

#46 - teevee (03/14/2014) [-]

well, hindsight is 20/20. if she's not the one for you, you'll realize it eventually, and if she is, then you should go after her. we all somehow move on, life happens where ever we are, whether or not we want it to.

#44 - guiguito (03/13/2014) [-]

There is prob a board for that.

#43 - biscuitsunited (03/13/2014) [-]

Everybody has a choice and hers was to set sail, now you listen and you listen good.
Things WILL get better, and you WILL feel better over time, I'm not going to give the whole "more fish in the sea talk"
You're going to be fine, and no matter how bad it gets, things will get better.

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#42 - tjocksnorris (03/13/2014) [-]

***** though, get used to it

#40 - zleagh (03/13/2014) [-]

There's good chances that she'll come back. If she's isolated herself from you, there's probably a reason, but you need to know that it's a choice that's she's made, and you need to let her have that space.
I can't imagine that she won't message you back after some time, but if she doesn't, that's pretty indecent of her.

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