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splaying in yard with dad
swe' re playing catch and having the best time sf my life
smy dads the only person i' ever levee
smy mem levee me, but she never had time for me because sf hermit
years later and my mem and dad are fighting every day new
Mcnally they decide to get divorced
smy mem wins custody sf me because sf her pit
was SC) upset but i didnt want to hurt
we got back home she told me that i can never see dad again and that he had to mave est oftern
sshe said that he could still call and write
attleast i had something
severally i weile sit bythe phone waiting fer my dad to call
she never called
sits new E years later and IT and Ne pretty much forgotten about him
was angry at him fer not writing er calling
sit was like he eien' t care about me anymore
sse i lived days like any normal IT year sle weile
shut she day i get heme from school and see mem sat there en the couch looking scared and sad at the same time
sshe tells me to sit next to her. that she has tell me
sshe tells me that my dad has killed himself
tthey say it was from depression
dent know hew i feel.. eh she hand i think about all the fun we had evanthe years and i feel SC) sad. but then-.. ithink sf hew he just forgot me and er called and it makes me SC) angry
w couple weeks have passed and and me and my mem going Ivette my dads flat to clean it est and mave all the stuff
smy mem tells me she doesnt want to gs in. that there' s tee many memeries and shell just wait in the car
sse i walk into his flat not knowing what to expect
sall i see is a dark mem and in the middle is a merley mattress, a photo and a note,
sthe photo is of me and him when i was a kid
pick up the FINE and it reads "hey Anon, ' re reading this then you know i have killed myself. and ijust want yes to know she thing: that i never stopped loving you and will never stop loving you, and what ever
ysu' re mother said about me not caring anymore, and saying that' s why not writing er calling. its not true, i wanted to call you every waking hour sf every waking day but in the custody agreement i was not to call
or write or make any contact with you, i will love yes ferever Anon."
sim crying a river now
Heel SC) much rage at my mom that contemplating murdering her right in that car
shut then out ofthe corner of my eye i see...
Head?" "is that you?"
older, less taken care sf my dad appears est ofthe corner
s" yes it' s me Anon" he says
HEM i thought you were dead?!"
Hi am, but i came backto ask she thing my boy"
anything dad, absolutely anything!"
Hi heed... about tree fiddy"
shew it was about this time that i realised the ghostly figure sf my dad was actually an E story tall giant crustacean hem the Paleolithic Era