My Normal life
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I wish i came form a broken home
i wish my father came home drunk and beat me,
i wish my mother was a drunk or druggie and left me to fend for myself
i wish i had a younger brother i put above me so he wouldn't have to feel pain
i wish my fiance left me and took our dog, money, and hope away...
i wish somebody touched me as a child, like my mother, or the love of my life had done to them....
but i didn't,
my father loved me and my brother more then he could express,
my mother raised me to be a good man, and loving person.
my older brother looked after me like i was the president.
my fiance loves me more then life itself and our dog will die at my command.
my childhood was filled with love, fun and memories of joy.
so why...
do i feel such desolate pain that cold steel placed against my temple is so much more attractive
then my
normal
everyday
life.....
i wish my father came home drunk and beat me,
i wish my mother was a drunk or druggie and left me to fend for myself
i wish i had a younger brother i put above me so he wouldn't have to feel pain
i wish my fiance left me and took our dog, money, and hope away...
i wish somebody touched me as a child, like my mother, or the love of my life had done to them....
but i didn't,
my father loved me and my brother more then he could express,
my mother raised me to be a good man, and loving person.
my older brother looked after me like i was the president.
my fiance loves me more then life itself and our dog will die at my command.
my childhood was filled with love, fun and memories of joy.
so why...
do i feel such desolate pain that cold steel placed against my temple is so much more attractive
then my
normal
everyday
life.....
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