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User avatar #17 - amandaruns
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not trying to sound like a douche or anything along the lines, feel free to ignore my comment or tell me to **** off, but I think you could definitely make some pretty amazing horror stories, OP.. I know it'd be uncomfortable, but maybe it'd actually help?
User avatar #22 to #17 - msdinorawr [OP]
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[:
#16 - epiknarwhalz
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I kind of know how you feel. Except, with me..I think and vividly see, 2 things. 1) I see and think what you think. 2) In everyday situations, I see how I could die. Like, If I'm going up an elevator, the way I could die is that the cord could snap, or the elevator could just stop moving and I'd be stuck there forever. It honestly scares me. I've found out that I can't do anything I used to do without seeing something horrible..   
   
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I kind of know how you feel. Except, with me..I think and vividly see, 2 things. 1) I see and think what you think. 2) In everyday situations, I see how I could die. Like, If I'm going up an elevator, the way I could die is that the cord could snap, or the elevator could just stop moving and I'd be stuck there forever. It honestly scares me. I've found out that I can't do anything I used to do without seeing something horrible..

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User avatar #14 - idonthaveapenis
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Faggot.
User avatar #18 to #14 - freedomreturns
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Hi, nice to meet you. I'm msdinorawr's boyfriend and I just wanted to say, **** you.
User avatar #28 to #18 - idonthaveapenis
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Awesome. I'm glad to hear I actually offended someone. Now the question is, what exactly are you going to do about this situation? I mean besides bitch me out on funny junk or what ever?
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#34 - Turtleboner
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I have pretty bad ADD, can't pay attention to anything for more than 20 minutes at a time   
I often catch myself just blanking out staring at walls or posters for long periods of time, especially during school or when attempting to do work at home.   
Sad thing is people think i'm just a lazy ass, that it's a shame that &quot;such an intelligent kid&quot; is letting it all go to waste.   
****   
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I have pretty bad ADD, can't pay attention to anything for more than 20 minutes at a time
I often catch myself just blanking out staring at walls or posters for long periods of time, especially during school or when attempting to do work at home.
Sad thing is people think i'm just a lazy ass, that it's a shame that "such an intelligent kid" is letting it all go to waste.
****
Lets lighten the mood with a gif
#36 to #34 - undeadbread
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That's why I'm sitting in summer school for Algebra 1after failing it TWICe already even with the help of another teacher and a tutor. Do you ever feel like oure just a big ******* retard or is that just me? I have staright A's other than a B- right now but yet I'm still struggling after 2 and a half years of the same class. The worst part about it is that no one has it the same and people without it don't realize what it's like. All they know is they like the drug, the medication that we NEED just to function as a normal human being. To make it even worse I still understand that I'm going to do all this again in two years
#37 to #36 - Turtleboner
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I feel ya.
What they don't understand is that I want to do well, i make the attempt, i try, just not enough to them.
I know i can do this stuff, but just actually doing it is the difficult part.
If i don't pass the state test coming up i need to retake a class, my school cut summer school due to budget issues.
I always feel like such an ass whenever i fail anything, and my parents reinforce that by letting me know how disappointed they are constantly, and how i used to be such a smart kid... oh well i guess this will go on for a while
#38 to #37 - undeadbread
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Yea, the worst is knowing you can, but you can't at the same time. My mom alwas guilt trips me about how she doesn't have to take me to and pick me up from summer school everyday. Besides, when I get home I basicall go on FJ and wait until tomorrow because I know that if I go do things with friends, I'll just have to leave after 2 hours so I can go to bed earl to wake up on time. Irony at it's best here being my having to wake up in less than 6 hours but whatever. Deppression induced Insomnia. But that's another thing, usually ADD/ADHD is caused by something that happened previousl to someone's life (divorce, death, abuse, bullying, los of best friend and/or only pet, etc.) Or in my case all of that but you know, what 15 Y.O. doesn't have those problems?.........My dog who died of Cancer at 9, in other words my only friend, sister, the onething that was alwas with me and never hurt me.
User avatar #20 - demonictoasters
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So thats what that is, I have that issue too. And Im not even a violent person just have violent thoughts all the time.
User avatar #24 to #20 - msdinorawr [OP]
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yes this may be OCD, not everything is and there are varying levels of the way a person can have it
User avatar #39 to #24 - demonictoasters
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Well thank you very much for this informative post, much appreciated.
#19 - Yukimora
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I tend to kill people in my mind or think of myself dying in random situations but I don't really consider that OCD unless you're actually avoiding the places like you stated. I have a form of OCD so I might as well share a story that happened about two days ago.
>Have index cards put in order on floor in neat piles since I don't have a box to keep them in
>Leave to friends house to hang
>Have fun, get back
>All cards stacked together, notebooks put in stack at wall, bag moved across the room
>Drop what's in my hands to fix it
>Get halfway done before going to cry in bathroom for 20 minutes
>Thoughts through it all were along the lines of "It's all wrong and dirty"
There's also times when I feel like I've been touched by something and don't know what it is and have to touch everything near my hands until satisfied.

"And I only cried for 20 minutes"
#10 - apocalypseponylove
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WHY YOU NOT MY FRIEND YET?! (I'll accept you for who you are, even if you try to kill me)
User avatar #11 to #10 - msdinorawr [OP]
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[: thats the thing, i would never actually kill someone but its like another part..
here
part of my brain has these thoughts, and another part is like wtf
so my brain is arguing with itself
and it makes me cry
User avatar #15 to #11 - apocalypseponylove
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I totally get it, I have OCD as well and I have flash backs of a car accident that I was in a year ago. Every time I have these flashbacks I am obsessed on the thought on what it would be like if I really did die. Thanks to my OCD I cry in school and I cry every night before I go to bed, thinking when I wake up in the morning I will never se my boyfriend by my side again. It's part of your brain that you cant control. I mean, honestly, I don't give a **** if I die, but thanks to OCD I think about it all the time.
User avatar #25 to #15 - msdinorawr [OP]
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i get that too!
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#4 - seith **User deleted account**
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User avatar #5 to #4 - msdinorawr [OP]
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haha hardly...
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