Feels, terrible feels
Like this girl
We dated before, dumped her because idiot
Kept in touch
Started hanging out again
Says she still likes me
Confess still love her, never stopped, was confused
Hold hands, kiss, she tells me loves me
Ask to date
She says need time, not ready, not my fault just not ready in her life
Kisses me, tells me loves me, holds hand...Won't date?
W.e she asks me to wait, say I will
Dont talk much, never texts me, says doesnt like texting lately, see each other now and then
Bring her flowers once a week at least, she likes roses, pink and red, one of each
Sacrifices, as usual, beta fag
Hanging out, usual sitting around watching tv
She slept at my house
Been texting crazy whole time, wtf dont like texting?
Look at phone by accident, "Some guy"
W.e I have chick friends, she has guy friends
Hanging out, still texting crazy all day/night
Laying on couch watching Walking Dead
Accidentally look at phone again
Only see last line message
Some guy "We will have a great time together, no one else, just you and I"...
My soul when she lied...
Know how Robin feels, angry in bones
Drive her home in service truck
Usually cant shut me up, always cheery, happy
Dont say word
She holds my hand
Get to her house, she kisses me, says she loves me
Drive away, so angry
Usually say goodnight every night, good morning, every morning
3 days later havent talked to her, she never texts unless I do, expected silence
Don't think I can trust her but dont know for sure
Worst part is, dont know for sure
What do FJ? Too angry to ask whats going on, what do?
Will update again if interested