I didn't get to say goodbye -Description. My friend died a few days ago,he shot himself in the one knew why,all his suicide note said was "Im sorry" I I didn't get to say goodbye -Description My friend died a few days ago he shot himself in the one knew why all his suicide note said was "Im sorry"
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I didn't get to say goodbye -Description. My friend died a few days ago,he shot himself in the one knew why,all his suicide note said was "Im sorry" I

My friend died a few days ago,he shot himself in the You need to login to view this link one knew why,all his suicide note said was "Im sorry" It was pretty ironic,that's all he ever said.He was always apologizing. Back to the story. I got onto my facebook --which I haven't in a while-- To look at his account and see his face again. I had a few ..they were all from him. This is some of what they said,"Hey...can we talk?" I need help" "Please reply." "It's getting worse.I hate everyone,they beat me up again today and made me feel like ****" 17 messages later I read his last ones."Am I bothering you?...Im really sorry." "Goodbye,france. --his nickname for me-- I'll always miss you. And hey. Don't forget our deal. Tomorrow we have to go to the mall and dance to german sparkle party by the big fountain. XD Lots of love, England" He killed himself the next day. I've been crying for hours.I feel so guilty,if I had replied sooner I could have stopped him from killing himself.I miss him so much. I miss my England.

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> hey anon, wanna give your opinion?
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User avatar #1 - charagrin
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(09/17/2013) [-]
If you missed those obvious cries of help then you are indeed partially guilty. Not of the act itself, but of ignorance. if a woman screamed RAPE from an alley, and you ignored it, you are responsible. After all, for evil to succeed all that is needed is for good men to do naught.
User avatar #3 to #1 - honeyglazedbabiess [OP] **User deleted account**
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(09/18/2013) [-]
I didn't know. He hadn't been talking to me IRL and I had barely gotten on the website.I didn't know he sent the messages.
#9 to #1 - taurusguy
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(09/18/2013) [-]
To be fair i wouldnt blame him, maybe had he sent him a few messages or something, but not logging into facebook for a while and not reading **** doesnt mean he is to blame, i mean, he didnt know that it was happening is what im getting at. To be fair i would be dead aswell, had it not been that i didnt want to hurt my family, had i had literally nobody i wouldve ended it right then and there.
User avatar #12 - craftyatom
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(09/18/2013) [-]
I'm gonna sound really generic, but don't beat yourself up too much. You did what you did, and that can't be changed now. You had no malicious intent, and your mourning itself shows that you cared for him. I doubt he'd blame you in the slightest, were the two of you to talk again.
Of course you'll miss your friend, I would too, but at the very least take comfort in the fact that he did go to you for help. This says a lot about who he thought you were, and you should take it as a compliment.
My deepest condolences, feel better soon.

"He was always apologizing" brought to mind a quote from one of my favorite stories ever:
“You're such an idiot sometimes.” She says into my hair.
“Sorry.” I whisper.
“And you apologize too much.” She continues.
“Sor--I mean, okay.”
User avatar #11 - hydren
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(09/18/2013) [-]
Why did I even click the 'chest.No' link?....

And for the story, sorry to hear that mate.
User avatar #14 to #11 - iloveburzum
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Yeah, I clicked too. Maybe its a conspiracy.
User avatar #10 - mrwalkerfour
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(09/18/2013) [-]
its your fault
#5 - panax
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#6 - anon id: df59cd19
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#4 - anon id: 9d5bfa74
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He must be canadian.
User avatar #13 - iloveburzum
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(09/18/2013) [-]
Fairly common for suicide notes to include apologies.
"dead" wrote "sorry about all the blood" on his.

Also how close were you? If it came out of the blue, i'd guess not that close, or you'd know.
#2 - classicvictory
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(09/17/2013) [-]
did you **** the chest hole?
#7 to #2 - bamsebjornen
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User avatar #8 to #2 - bamsebjornen
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dideth thou insert thine erect phallus into the chest cavity?