Feels

> Be me 5 years old
> First day of school me first friend
> we hang out all the time and we were always talking to each other
> one day he moves away to different country
> still talk a lot though
> 16 got XBOX 360 me and him always play it together
> one day his girlfriend that he was dating for a couple of years breaks up with him
> he is crying a lot I try to cheer him up ask to play some games
> he always says no
> one day he goes online and sends everyone a message saying he is going to commit suicide
> try to talk him out of it bring up all the good times we had
> he says it doesn't matter he goes offline
> haven't heard from him in a while
> get a call from his mom saying he died
> fall over and start crying
> been a year now and I still send his account messages and pretend that he is there
> always ask him if he want to play some games then wait for a response
> never get one and begin to cry knowing that he is gone.